05/09/2026
Hello beautiful souls, I hope you are well. I decided against sharing the most recent messages from Tarot last night. If there had been something significantly different, or if my guides had urged it, then I would have shared, but there is nothing to be gained and nothing we can do at this moment to turn the tide of what is playing out. Sometimes the best thing we can do is attend to our own well-being and regulate our nervous system. That way, we can remain grounded and centred even when everything else feels unstable or chaotic.
Instead, the Sacred Mothers and Ancient Grandmothers were keen for me to share something that seemed to be a small thing at first, but as I began to write and entered into the flow state with them, I realised why they wanted me to take you on this meandering journey. After I had finished writing, I thought jeez ...maybe I should just record a video because this is a LONG read. However, sorry to say, I am consistently told my written words weave healing and carry the codes we all need right now - particularly when I just write straight from source. Where there is a powerful message, it’s better not to be distracted by the “person” delivering it – which is fine by me. (I am sorry about that though... lol). If I could suggest grabbing a cuppa and sitting with the intention just to relax and think about the words that’ll prepare your mind for a deeper read. If it really is too long, let me know and I might offer a video too, so people have the choice.
So please note, these words are written by me and as such are protected :) If you share, please ensure you share directly from the page. If you are struggling with the world right now, I hope this helps.
I'd like to call this piece -
Walk, sniff, p*e, repeat... (and Angus did the same)😁
So, yesterday, I decided to step away from work, the endless To-Do list at home and specifically screen time. I took Angus for a walk in an area we don’t usually visit. I thought it would be good for him to have some new smells to enjoy and, as you’d expect, he showed his appreciation by p*eing on every sniff stop along the way. We normally head to a beach, mainly to feed my addiction for collecting shells, but this was more of a bay with boats bobbing in the water and parkland wrapping around the water’s edge, type of walk.
Now, before I share much more, I should tell you, when I’m out walking, I find it to be a perfect time to connect in with Spirit. I focus on my own breath, I take in my surroundings, and I set my intention, and, if I’m feeling a sense of safety in my body, I send an invitation to connect. I’ll often ask for a gift or a message to let me know my Guides are around and listening. I know, it sounds greedy to ask, doesn’t it? They don’t mind, believe me. They have brought many gifts in the past, laid directly where I’m walking so I can’t miss them, including incredible shells, or a random rock with a message I needed to hear painted on it, I’ve been given music that’s connected me to a memory in childhood, and even a huge Echidna that literally walked across the path right in front of me. That’s how many of my conversations with Spirit begin. So, yesterday’s walk was no different. I’d been feeling a need to release the sadness and sense of helplessness around people’s suffering, feeling I should be doing more to help, even though I knew events were unfolding exactly as they were meant to.
As Angus and I walked around the Bay, I noticed the Native Hens were proudly escorting their new fluffy broods and the Plovers with their usual Kamikaze parenting style were running around squawking haplessly while their untidy, windswept chicks stood perilously close to the roadside. How their chicks survive, I’ll never know, but they do. I don’t know if you are the same, but the sight of fluffy chicks is an instant moment of joy and ‘awe’ ... I can stand for ages watching them with a daft smile on my face, oblivious to everything else around me. Yesterday, there was something particularly uplifting about seeing this new life waddling and scurrying everywhere in that moment.
The African Daisy
We continued to walk with Angus’s nose leading the way. Up ahead in the middle of the path, I could see something purple lying there. As I got closer, I could see it was an African Daisy, and the stem had been cut straight across, so it appeared to have been cut deliberately, perhaps to be taken home, but then dropped.
I picked it up, gave it a sniff, and then Angus wanted a sniff, and so we continued on our way. As we walked, I couldn’t tear my eyes away from the perfection of this flower. To be lying in the path like that, you’d expect it to have wilted or got squashed, but it was vibrant. The colour was so vivid it felt like it was pulsing and the patterns within the flower’s centre were mesmerising.
This African Daisy (considered a w**d in Tasmania) survived the journey home, so I took it into my studio, where I squirrel away or display all my little treasures. It was still incredibly bright, and the stem was still fresh so I looked for a tiny vase to place it on my mantlepiece ...
The Flower of Life
The Flower of Life hangs in my studio, which happens to hang right above the mantlepiece. This ancient geometric symbol is made of 19 overlapping circles that form an intricate pattern - the blueprint of creation. It’s a visual representation of how all life and molecular structures emerge from a single source, and it perfectly illustrates how connected we are to one another – and to the Great Mother Gaia. The Flower of Life contains the secrets of the Universe and for me personally, I find it brings a feeling of calm and peace to the studio. I will often look up at it and find myself drifting into a gentle meditation just following its feminine lines.
As my eyes fell on the African Daisy, I found the same ancient pattern of creation in its petals all gathered around the centre of tiny disc florets and yellow stamens. After pollination, each of these florets can mature into an individual seed, which begins the whole creation process again. I realised I had been guided to contemplate our connectedness, our essence and the assured continuance of life itself.
Geometric Design - Essence of Creation
I began to wonder if this is why the spirals, patterns and geometric shapes found in nature soothe us so effectively. The shapes themselves are familiar to our core being, our nervous system remembers that even within life’s wildness, chaos or trauma, there is still a rhythm, there’s still a natural order. Still a centre to which we can return. We are reminded daily, that life continues to unfold, again and again and again.
We are part of this process, and we realise it most when we slow down and connect with nature. Wow, I thought. Healing, grounding and connectedness really do begin in these moments of ‘noticing’, when we pause, look closely, and allow nature to bring us gently back into harmony.
Circling back to Connection
My mind returned to the events shaking our world right now. It doesn’t feel enough to send love, light, prayers or a donation. Sometimes it feels as though you should be in the mud with those suffering, helping them dig down until every last person is found ...
The Sacred Mothers and Ancient Grandmothers showed me the Flower of Life again and all at once I was given a beautiful way to understand our place in it all. One circle does not carry the entire pattern. It does not have to rescue every other circle. It simply remains connected by ‘being’ and contributes its presence to the whole.
This connectedness does not mean we must take it on ourselves to save everyone or have all the answers. It means the suffering of others matters and we will not turn away. We can only contribute what is ours to give and we must trust that our offer will join the offers of others, whether that is light, love and prayer or a rescue mission.
It’s important we don’t become numb to suffering, but it’s equally important we don’t collapse ourselves into that pain and trauma because we need to continue to hold the essence of creation within our parts. (I was actually shown the shape of the petals as though we need to hold the shape/the structure ... as though it is a web or net ...for others to hold on to ... ) Ultimately, within each of us, there is a blueprint of creation. We are a microcosm of all life. And from that place within the next circle begins.
Digging Deep in Times of Chaos
An interesting side-quest for those of us who feel connected with a past life in ancient Egypt ... and digging down ... In 1902-1903, archaeologists discovered Osireion, an underground ancient Egyptian structure located directly behind the Mortuary Temple of Seti I at Abydos, Egypt. Dated to around 1294 BCE and 1279 BCE, it was built as a symbolic tomb or cenotaph for Osiris, the God of the Dead, and represents a primeval island rising from the waters of chaos and creation. Abydos is the spiritual heart of the resurrection belief in ancient Egypt, and the sacred rites conducted here once reenacted death, restoration, and rebirth.
Much later in the 1930s excavation, Henry Frankfort, a well-known Egyptologist, reported on patterns of overlapping circles left upon the stone pillars. No-one knows who drew them or what they believed this symbol meant. However, when you remember this was a sacred place associated with death and regeneration it makes you wonder if they too knew the Flower of Life (as we know it today) was the blueprint of all creation. Someone paused long enough to draw (not carve) patterns of continual creation, in red ochre on rose granite - one circle emerging from another, each complete, yet inseparable from the whole.
I don’t know about you, but that gives me goosebumps. I suppose this tie back to digging down into the ground, into the past is intended to show the deepest parts of our psyche around survival and our primal brain (or root chakra), and perhaps more significantly, the relationship between chaos and creation.
I hope, if nothing else, this helps you understand the nature of what it means when we say, we are all connected. We are connected to the past, present and future, above and below, within and without. The Akashic Records have shown me we are all connected to everything that ever was and ever will be. We are multidimensional beings. We are currently witnessing huge Tower moments, chaos and the destruction of the old systems, shaking of the foundations, but within this, we must remember the seed of life is continuous. The Ace of Disks from the Toth deck illustrates this just as powerfully as the Flower of Life.
If each of us carries something of creation’s original pattern, grounding helps us remain connected to that inner design amid fear, noise and change. We preserve its essence by living from our deepest integrity by choosing compassion, truth, creativity, joy, care, empathy and love.
Like the tiny florets within the flower, each of us holds only one part of the pattern. We are not responsible for carrying the whole mandala, but we are responsible for tending our own small circle within it. Whatever we nurture or pollinate within ourselves, will gently, but powerfully contribute to the wellbeing of the whole.
And so it is...
I thought I'd share a few photos I've taken this year, little living Mandalas, to remind you we are all connected. You might just need to get out in nature and allow yourself to pause long enough to notice how connected we are. It doesn't change what we are witnessing, but it will remind you of the beauty in this world. It will guide you and help you to hold the line so we can create the new world out of the chaos - but we are doing it together.
Love & Light beautiful beings