08/08/2026
~ The shattering is the teaching ~
With the last six years entering ceremony, receiving, integrating, and coming out with new insight and programs this year has been very different. Last year’s maps and intentions were absolutely shattered.
The one without an identity, the one who had no time for anyone unless they showed me who they truly were and valued my time, energy, the respect and space. I first thought it was failure again however sitting for the last 12 months has shown this is the deep integration of all the teachings. This is honouring myself, with some avoidance of course we are human after all.
Lions gate has always been a high-intensity portal for me where the teachings came hard and fast, conscious manifesting or was it I was simply looking for a reason to do the work and consciously set aside time and space.
It went like this CEREMONY – PURGE – DOWNLOAD – RENEWED PURPOSE - REPEAT
Right now those old processes feel hollow. There is no vision board, technique, collection of information, no vampire energies having a feed and no added stress on my nervous system.
Those that know me know there is nothing I loathe more than being a performing monkey!! The Shattering of the identity and yes I’m using the word Shattering because it is the potency of what has unfolded, is less dramatic, its quiet, its boring and I’m feeling at peace within myself.
For me its simple:
• What still feels true even after the shattering
• Do I really need to Consciously Manifest?
• Am I just exhausted or is it actually grief from the loss of the me I knew?
The big part for me right now and really for the last 12 months has been “Thank God I don’t need to Perform anymore.” I have a very special sister that walks beside nearly everyday and she has been the grounding force in my ability to continue and I’m always grateful for our time, love and chats.
It was a f**k no to holding ceremony however a f**k yes to a healing.
The ability to say yes to a very special client today showed me that my heart is still here. If a facilitated performance is what you needed today I invite you to sit with yourself not the information you were TOLD.
