10/08/2026
In a past life, I was a beauty therapist, hairdresser, makeup artist, nail tech, lash technician, sugarist, thread tech and dermal therapist.
So… a LOT of qualifications over 22 years. 😂
And a LOT of knowledge gained through formal education, but more importantly, through actually implementing and experiencing it.
It took me a really long time to realise that all of those modalities were simply the tools I used to get to the result.
The result was never just about enhancing how she looked.
It was about the power of feeling better about herself.
Even if it was only for a short moment, it was still a moment where she felt better about herself.
And there was something else I didn’t realise I was learning at the time.
When the experience finished with an exchange of money, it closed the loop on a positive energy exchange.
She was happy with her results, and I was happy that my time, knowledge and experience were appreciated.
By the time I had to close my business due to illness, I had created a holistic skin clinic.
I hadn’t necessarily set out to create it that way. It happened organically.
I had unintentionally incorporated a holistic approach into the way I worked with my clients and their skin concerns.
I learned that the results weren’t about having ONE modality.
They came from having the knowledge and experience to know what to use, when to use it, and how to bring everything together.
That was the magic.
Since closing my skin clinic due to a spider bite on the breast, my life has completely blown upside down, sideways and every other direction you could possibly imagine.
😂
Honestly, it has been one of the most difficult and darkest times of my life.
But it has also been one of the most enlightening and empowering experiences of my life.
I have learned SO much.
I’ve done SO many courses.
And yet… I don’t feel done.
It’s like I have this blurry vision of how I see everything coming together.
Like I’m watching an old reel of film with that beautiful sepia colouring.
I can see the images.
I know there’s something there.
But it’s blurry.
And every time a new modality comes into my life that feels good and feels right, the picture becomes a little brighter.
A little clearer.
Finishing my Masters in NLP has had a HUGE impact on me and, honestly, made me respond to things in a really strange way.
It gave me so much clarity and cleared away so much negative conditioning.
But the strange part about change is that sometimes you feel it instantly.
Other times, you don’t feel anything at all.
Until you do.
And sometimes you don’t even realise you’ve changed until something happens that would have previously triggered a response… and suddenly there’s no response.
That’s when you realise just how much has actually shifted.
So I’ve been sitting with my new feelings, thoughts and behaviours.
Which is why I’ve been MIA for a minute.
My vision has improved dramatically, but it’s still blurry.
And I know, in my gut, that there are still learnings coming my way.
Through experimenting with my own Human Design, I’ve also become much more confident in trusting my heart AND my gut.
I’m learning to trust that when a course, modality or opportunity feels right, it’s probably the right thing for me to explore NOW.
Even if I have absolutely no idea why.
And here’s my dilemma…
I also have this wisdom and this itch to start implementing the tools I’ve already learned.
Individually.
Experimenting.
Experiencing.
Learning.
Because maybe by the time my bigger vision finally comes into focus, I’ll have mastered all of these different tools and everything will just…
CLICK.
Just like it did with my skin clinic.
Looking back, I can see that my vision for that business was exactly the same.
I was never content with what I had.
I always wanted more.
Not because what I had wasn’t good enough.
But because it didn’t feel complete.
Something was always missing.
It took 22 years for that vision to come into focus.
And then one little spider bite on my Tata…
Or, as I like to think of it, one MASSIVE divine intervention…
catapulted me in a direction I never thought was possible.
And yet somehow feels so familiar.
So right.
I’m no longer forcing things to come my way.
I’m responding to the things that make me feel good.
And that brings me to where I am now.
Because my bigger vision is still coming together, it has meant that launching my business has been delayed.
And I’m going to be really honest here…
I haven’t had an income for over 3.5 years.
So while I’m allowing my bigger vision to unfold, I also need to create something that feels aligned with where I am NOW.
I’ve decided to start offering different services based on the things I’ve been studying, learning and becoming qualified in.
Not because I’ve suddenly figured out the entire picture.
But because I’m ready to start using the tools I already have.
I’ll create a separate post with all the information about each service — what it can help with, what’s included, what to expect, and everything else you’ll need to know.
These offers will be intentionally capped at 5 people per week, per service, with a combined maximum of 30 sessions.
They are going to be insanely discounted while I continue building my experience, refining my tools and bringing everything together.
And I want to be really clear about something…
These sessions take me multiple hours to prepare for and complete.
I’m also studying.
I have a life outside of my studies and business.
And I’m learning that I don’t want to build another life where I have to sacrifice myself to make everything happen.
I want balance.
I want space.
I want to learn.
I want to experiment.
I want to help people.
And I want to let the bigger picture reveal itself in its own time.
Maybe the vision doesn’t need to be crystal clear before I start walking towards it.
Maybe I just need to be able to see the next step. 🤍