05/09/2026
15 years ago today, my youngest son entered the world - in our living room, after a VERY fast labour, with my husband helping to deliver him. 💜
He was a very happy surprise.
I’d been put on the progesterone-only pill and, if I’m completely truthful, I was totally uneducated about how it worked at the time, but that’s a story for another post! 😅
He arrived during a period of my life when I was struggling.
I’d had postnatal depression following the birth of my second son two years earlier, and I was also beginning to realise that my little boy experienced the world differently and was likely on the autism spectrum.
My eldest had turned four just a month before and was due to start school three days after his baby brother arrived.
To say life was a whirlwind would be an understatement.
Three little boys.
One starting school.
One who needed more from me than I yet understood.
A newborn baby.
And a mum who was still trying to find her way back to herself.
But somehow, amongst all of that chaos, this little boy was exactly what our family needed.
I knew with absolute certainty that he would be our last baby, and because of that I soaked up every single second.
The cuddles. The feeds. The tiny fingers. The newborn smell. The hours spent just holding him and staring at his little face.
And slowly, something began to change in me too.
He helped lift a fog that I felt had been hanging over me for the previous two years. He helped me rediscover the joy in motherhood and, in doing so, helped me enjoy being mum to all three of my babies again.
I’m not a religious person, but as I’ve grown older I’ve found myself discovering my own spirituality and becoming much more open to the idea that sometimes people enter our lives exactly when they are supposed to.
And I truly believe he was sent to us at exactly the right moment. The final piece of a puzzle we hadn’t even realised was unfinished. 💙
Today that tiny baby who made his rather dramatic entrance onto our living-room floor is 15 years old and no matter how tall he gets, how grown-up he becomes or how many birthdays pass, he will forever be my baby boy.
Happy 15th birthday 🎂🎁🥳
Thank you for completing our family in a way we never knew we needed.