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Gila The Cancer Alchemist, Finsbury Park, Finsbury Park (2026)

06/01/2026

The power of words…

What do you call:
your cancer?
your tumor?
your chemo?

Do these words create fear in you?
Or do they support healing?

When I wrote that I turned my chemo into ChemoEcstasy, the responses were beautiful and deeply moving.

One person shared that she named her cancer “Oompa Loompa” 😂 and calls the nurses angels.

Another wrote that she calls her treatments “chemo parties” 🤩 and arrives prepared accordingly.

A man from Sweden explained that in his language, chemotherapy literally means “cell poison” - so he searched for a Greek-based term and consciously changed the word.

And you -
what do you call your cancer and your treatments?

Do your words create fear in you?
Or do they support healing?

If you feel comfortable sharing, I’d love to hear the words you’ve chosen and why.

01/01/2026

A long topic - I’ll try to explain it briefly
This is a personal story from my own healing journey, It’s just my lived experience, shared to open discussion and reflection.
Take what resonates.
Part One - Mental Preparation for Chemo
==============================
When my mother told me I needed to be brave for chemotherapy, she scared me. I didn’t want chemo - but I had no choice.
That night in bed, I started thinking. And I started playing with the word.
Che… mo… chemo… che… mo… chemicals…
Wait - chemicals… I know those…
In that moment, I remembered the club nights in London. at the late 80s and early 90s. Back then, almost everyone on the dance floor was on chemicals.
Wait… I thought…
I had actually witnessed the largest real-life experiment on drugs and chemicals.
And as I remembered very clearly - the people in the clubs didn’t suffer from those chemicals.
Quite the opposite. - They managed to turn them into an amazing trip…
In hospitals, they give chemicals called chemo -and it creates terrible side effects.
In clubs, people take chemicals, call them drugs - and it creates a wonderful trip…
From that night on, I started observing what people who took drugs did .
and I adapted those “rules” and applied them to my chemotherapy.
I’ll touch briefly on the most important points.
1. Creating a Take-Off Runway - for Pleasure
Anyone who takes chemicals prepares themselves mentally and emotionally for the trip they’re about to experience.
It usually looks like smiling, rubbing their hands together,
and joyful statements like: “Yes!!! This is going to be amazing!”
With chemo in the hospital - it’s the exact opposite
Preparing for a bad trip: thoughts like - “I’m scared, of The side effects,” and so on.
So I created a mental take-off runway . for how amazing my ChemoEcstasy was going to be.
And that’s exactly what happened because that’s what I created in my mind.
2. Side Effects
Yes, you might be surprised to hear this, but even chemical drugs in clubs have side effects
yet the way people talk about them is completely different.
In a club, your friends will tell you: “If you feel nauseous, go to the toilet and throw up. after vomiting, the trip will carry you into pleasure.”
With that kind of preparation, vomiting isn’t threatening in the clubs people actually wait for it.
In hospitals, the nurse will prepare you overtly or subliminally for severe side effects put a bucket next to you, and say: “Yes, it will be hard, but it will pass…”
It’s the same side effect on both chemicals ,just sold to you in an opposite way.
So I didn’t allow the nurses to tell me about side effects or prepare me for them. I didn’t let them ruin the wonderful side effects I had prepared for myself in my mind.
I told myself:
“Okay, vomiting may come, and that’s fine. I’m not afraid of it.”
The side effects I prepared myself for were:
a wonderful feeling of love for everything,
pleasure,
and everything feeling soft and pleasant…
Exactly like I remembered from the few times I had taken ecstasy in the past.
And because I prepared myself properly that’s exactly what happened.
3. Once You Take the Drug - Either Ride What’s Happening or Fall into a Bad Trip
I never liked chemicals not even as drugs , so I often found myself helping friends who sat aside for a moment, looking lost or doubtful.
I reminded them that the drug was temporary, that it would pass, and until then - not to think too much and just enjoy it.
Otherwise, with their thoughts,
they could throw themselves into a bad and difficult trip and that would be a shame.
I applied this to chemo as well.
On the rare moments when I felt a little discomfort,
I amplified joy and ease so I wouldn’t fall into a bad trip.
I called chemo ChemoEcstasy.
I prepared myself for chemo with a take-off runway.
I prepared, on my own, the emotional and mental “side effects” I wanted.
And when the nurses disturbed my mental state , a friend reminded me of the pleasurable effects my ChemoEcstasy is about to create.
Part Two - working with the body.
===========================
ChemoEcstasy also includes medical knowledge…
A dear physician friend taught me how chemo works.
With his knowledge, and with my soul guiding me on how to resolve chemo’s problems, through correct application
and working together with chemo and with my body - I managed to make chemo more effective and dissolve a massive tumor in just three chemo treatments.
Through correct inner work, I managed to protect my immune system from damage.
I learned to work with my body and to manage my immune system.
I experienced almost no side effects.
And for many years since my healing,
I have been teaching others how to do this.
In Summary
ChemoEcstasy is not about taking additional drugs alongside chemo.
Quite the opposite.
ChemoEcstasy is about taking only chemo
and learning how to work with it correctly - in your thoughts and in the body - and to how to enjoy the process.
I truly hope you take inspiration from this
and turn your chemo into an experience
that supports your healing
Wishing you success.
May this year support you, hold you,
and allow moments of enjoyment even during treatment.
Happy New Year.

30/12/2025

If oncology appointments leave you frightened, read this. from my heart to yours 🫶

=================

"You’re going to die.” .......

That’s what I heard the professor in charge of my case shout at me as he walked after me down the hospital corridor.

I smiled immediately.

One of my favorite subjects has been - death.

The problem was that with the terminal cancer I had, almost no one was willing to talk to me about it.

And here, in the middle of the corridor, the professor suddenly brought it up… so I was happy, and I smiled.

I turned toward him, took a few steps in his direction,
looked straight into his eyes, and said joyfully:

“That’s right… so do you !!!”

To me, this was simply the truth.
But then I saw the fear rise on his face…
honestly - I almost burst out laughing. But I felt sorry for him.

I turned to walk away, and suddenly remembered something.
I turned back to him and said:

“You know… there was once a Tibetan monk who lived to be 300 years old…
but do you know what happened to him in the end????
…he died!”

I walked away , laughing out loud at my own jokes - which mostly amused only me. 😂

If you’re shocked by the professor’s reaction - that’s okay.
I understood him… 😅

The problem was ego. (He was a senior professor.)
It actually started in our very first meeting,
when I explained to him that he was a member of my team for decision-making. ===but===… because all of this was happening in my body, ===only I had veto power over what went into it.===

The problem? - He was offended.
In 1995, he wasn’t used to cancer patients who took full responsibility for their own healing.

So when he shouted at me that I was going to die, it was one of his attempts to turn me into a submissive, victimized cancer patient who does everything he says.

🤣 This story has always made me laugh. And it’s an example of why I once said that hospitals healed me.

==== And no !!! ====

I’m not talking about the treatments. I’m talking about their approach, which almost always felt to me like the opposite of healing. and always made me laugh.

laughter - is the best medicine

======================

So why couldn’t doctors scare me?

And why do so many of you come back shaken and frightened
after meetings with your oncologist?

Because you haven’t yet made peace
with the thing that frightens you most - death.

When I teach others how to heal, one of the most important stages is this:

agreeing to die.

Living with fear
is like driving with the handbrake pulled up.

Living without fear of death
is like driving joyfully, with nothing that stop you.

When you look directly at fear,
you come out the other side - lighter, clearer, and fear free

And death - death will come when it comes.
No human being has ever received a clear notice of their date of death.

we can not control death , but from my experience:
looking at death will not cause you to die - but it will allow you to live better until then.

hope it can help you 🫂 with 💜

26/12/2025

Are you “fighting” cancer?

Then this is especially for you.

Hi my friends, my colleagues on the cancer healing journey.

I need to be honest.
Every time I hear people say they are fighting cancer ,battling, warrior mode, war language
it hurts me on every level: physically, emotionally, and even logically.

I healed from cancer without ever fighting it.
I’ve interviewed many people who healed from cancer - none of them fought it.

And honestly, I don’t see much logic in “fighting” cancer.

Let me explain why, step by step.

============== First reflection the meaning of the words

If you are fighting, there is a war.
And war has a few possible outcomes:

Victory

Loss

Injury

A draw - both sides exhausted

As someone living with cancer,
are you actually looking for any of these outcomes?

In other words:
do you want to win - or do you want to heal?

To win, you must fight.
And fighting comes with a high cost:
it drains enormous amounts of energy
and is fueled by fear, tension, effort, and constant alertness.

But none of those states support healing.

To === heal ===, something else is needed
letting go, softening, allowing, relxation

Healing is about conserving and generating energy.
And the emotions involved look very different:
calm, ease, inner quiet, pleasure, laughter, aliveness.

Those states support healing.

So here’s a thought worth sitting with:
could it be that even saying “I’m fighting cancer”
actually interferes with the body’s healing processes?

============. Second reflection a simple experiment

Try this:

Close your eyes.
Say out loud, three times:
“I am fighting my cancer.”
Notice how your body feels.

Now close your eyes again.
Say three times:
“I am healing my cancer.”
Notice how your body responds.

Compare the two.

Which one feels more supportive?
More alive?
More healing?

============= Third reflection - let’s add a bit of humor

You say you are fighting cancer.

You are probably over a meter tall.
Do you know how big a cancer cell is? 😄

Even if I placed a hundred cancer cells on your palm,
you probably wouldn’t even see anything.

Now imagine yourself from the side:
fists raised, ready to fight…
a tiny cell on the floor in front of you.

It’s almost like fighting air. - think about it

============== My own “war story” (and it’s quite funny)

A few hours after I was diagnosed as terminal,
with no chance of recovery,
I was lying in a hospital bed, alone in a private room.

The message from society was clear:- You must fight cancer.

So I agreed.

Suddenly I noticed my upper body lifting in the bed.
My arms rose, fists clenched
as if I were a professional boxer entering the ring.
My eyes narrowed in a fierce, threatening stare…
directed - at the white, empty wall in front of me.

And then I looked at my fists, - and I burst out laughing.

“Well done, Gila,” I said to myself.
“The whole world knows how to fight cancer
and what are you doing?
Punching the wall.”

“Besides,” I thought,
“the cancer is deep inside my chest.
Am I supposed to punch myself until I reach it?”

Within seconds I realized:
I had no idea how to fight cancer.

So I dropped the idea.

And interestingly - the moment I stopped searching, an answer arrived.

A sentence dropped into my mind:
‘Know your enemy.’

That made much more sense.

From that evening on,
I began getting to know my silly little/huge cancer 😄
I made a list:
what cancer loves , and what cancer hates .

I never fought my cancer.
I simply started doing what my cancer hated

No wonder my cancer run away from me, so quickly.

I’d genuinely love to hear your thoughts.

And if you say you’re “fighting” cancer
please tell me what that actually means to you.

Because forgive me…
I never really understood how one fights cancer.

Wishing you all a happy new year
of softness, healing, and joy 🌿

23/12/2025

It breaks my heart to see people suffering from cancer
when I know - from lived experience - that it can be different.

You are my colleagues on the cancer healing journey -
a journey I once walked myself.

If you are living with cancer, this is for you.
From my heart to yours.
A holiday gift written for inspiration, insight,
and perhaps something that may gently ease your journey.

I’ll share my story briefly in three parts -
but more than anything, I want to offer you some of the understandings
that came to me during my own healing.

My healing story was fast and extraordinary.
For me, cancer became one of the most meaningful gifts of my life.
It woke me up and pushed me to live my authentic truth.
In other words - cancer gave me permission to be fully myself.

Part One - Diagnosis and Life Changing Decisions
====================================

I was 33 years old.
I had a deep inner knowing that I was going to die.

The doctors didn’t believe me.
Months later, I was diagnosed at a terminal stage.

A massive tumor was found, wrapping around my heart
and completely blocking my main artery.
The diagnosis was clear: I might not survive the night.

I experienced an out-of-body experience.
In that moment, I agreed to die .
but I decided I would enjoy every second of the little time I had left.

When I returned to my body, everything moved very fast.
I made a series of inner decisions that later proved to be crucial:

I erased the life I had lived up until that moment. - If I was going to die, none of it mattered anymore.

I spoke to my soul - what some call the inner child.
I told her that I had denied her so much in my life.
Whatever time I had left was now devoted to her joy and to everything she wanted to experience.

I instructed my ego-mind to step aside
and open the doors for my soul to lead.

I asked myself one question:
What do I want to do with the little time I have left?
And the answer that came from within was clear:

“I want to die with a smile on my face.”

That decision changed everything
and I healed in a very short time.

*************Reflections***********:

Look death in the eyes.
Because:

Death is life’s greatest teacher. It clarifies what truly matters.

We will all die eventually. even after healing from cancer.
Cancer simply forces us to face this universal truth sooner.

When we make peace with our own mortality,
our greatest fear dissolves and fear no longer controls us.

“Dying with a smile” was the most healing decision I ever made.

Why? because - Every situation in life has a humorous angle.
When you train yourself to find it, laughter appears everywhere.

Laughter - creates pleasure.
Pleasure - creates wellbeing.
Laughter - releases endorphins, reduces pain, raises energy,
strengthens the immune system and creates internal conditions that support healing.

Part Two – The Three Inner Drivers
==============================

I entered a deep inner stillness and began observing my inner world with humor.

***The ego-mind:
It thought it knew everything and was running my life through fear and drama.
I learned to catch it and return it to its proper role.

***The body:
I realized how deeply I had neglected it.
The noise of the mind had drowned out the body’s signals.
I learned to listen, communicate with it, and meet its needs.
Through this, I gained abilities that allowed pain and discomfort
to dissolve very quickly , because pain is one of the ways the body communicates with us when earlier, gentler signals have been ignored.

***The soul:
I discovered that my soul is the wisest part of me.
I gave it space, consulted it in every decision,
and received solutions my mind could never have found.

The soul carries healing energy.
Nothing needs to be forced only allowed.

The soul doesn’t know the future
but it can illuminate and transform the present moment.
And the future is created from this moment and the next.
If I experience joy now, and again in the next moment,
my future naturally becomes joy.

********* Reflection ***********:

Everything we need to create conditions for healing already exists within us and it can happen through genuine enjoyment.

Emotional inner work is the healing of cancer’s root.
When we learn to respond emotionally in ways that support our needs - we stop creating the internal conditions that allow cancer to exist or return.

Part Three - Chemotherapy Becomes Efficient, Gentle, and Fast
==============================================

Through a physician friend, I studied cancer biology and the immune system.

After being pressured into chemotherapy
and after one very difficult first treatment
I decided to truly understand how chemotherapy works.

I learned its limitations and its challenges,
and I discovered ways to neutralize much of its damage
while protecting my immune system.

The side effects nearly disappeared.
With correct inner work, chemotherapy became far more effective.

After just three rounds, the massive tumor vanished.

I called this approach ChemoEcstasy
and I learned how to experience pleasure even during treatment.

************ Reflection *********************:

When we understand how treatments work,
we can ease them, support the body, and improve healing outcomes.

Chemotherapy is not the cure for cancer.
It attacks the tumor - but the tumor is not the disease.
Cancer is rooted in an energetic depletion of the immune system.
The tumor is a symptom.

Removing the symptom is not healing.
True healing is emotional and internal .
treatments can be supported, optimized, and integrated wisely.

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

From being very close to death,
I fully healed within four and a half months.
That was 30 years ago.

I am not afraid of cancer. - Cancer gave me the opportunity to truly know myself.

I would love to answer any questions
and to hear which insights touched you.
What part of this touched you most — or felt familiar in your own journey?

Wishing you all a peaceful, healthy, and gentle Christmas 💃

09/12/2025

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01/12/2025

There’s a part of the cancer journey almost nobody talks about…..and yet it’s the #1 thing that blocks healing.

I call it the hidden trap -
an emotional pattern so sneaky and familiar, most people don’t even realise they’re caught in it.

But once you see it (and break it), everything changes -
your energy, your clarity, your confidence… even your healing response.

If you’re ready to understand what this trap is and how to break it,
the Victim-Free Masterclass is where I guide you step-by-step.

Want the link?
👇 Comment “ME” and I’ll send it privately.

24/11/2025

Proof that the Body and the Soul Speak
(A true story - and an invitation to you)

From a conversation with one of my ChemoEcstasy students.

Background: Before her last chemo treatment, I gently suggested she try avoiding steroids.
But I always support free choice, so I also showed her what to do if she did choose to take it.

Either way we prepared her Body, her Soul, and her Consciousness as one inner team.
And this is how they entered the treatment - together, consciously, and yes - even with the steroid.

This morning she called me, emotional and amazed.

She said the steroid was very strong.
Her mind was in chaos - anxiety, panic, inner restlessness.

But then… something beautiful happened.

“My Body and my Inner Child kept calming me down every few minutes.”

I asked her:
Did you notice they were separate voices inside you speaking differently from your brain?

And with wonder she said:
“Yes.” My brain was panicking…
but my Body and my Inner Child calmed me.

I told her:

Remember this.
When the steroid fades, and you return to your inner clarity.
we’ll practice how to trust them.
The intelligence of the Body and the wisdom of your Soul.
They are your Inner Healing Team.
And together they know how to create harmony
and the inner conditions that heal.

====== And this is perhaps the only reason I love chemotherapy. ======

Not because chemo itself heals
but because when we learn ChemoEcstasy,
something magical happens:

People become masters of listening
to their Body and their Soul.
From the inside. and In a very short time.

And when this communication opens
- Chemo becomes more effective
- Almost free of side effects
- And chemo become… even enjoyable.

💛 If you choose to do chemo -
I’m here to teach you how.

🌿 Now I’m curious…
How do you experience chemo?
How do you feel when you’re on steroids?
Have you ever noticed another voice inside
maybe your Body… or your Inner Child trying to speak?

👇
I would love to hear your experience.
Your story may help someone else feel less alone.

19/11/2025

🌟 Inviting Cancer Thrivers & Survivors to Join a Unique Beta Testing Experience 🌟

For the past 30 years, I’ve been guiding people with cancer to transform fear, exhaustion, and hidden victim patterns into emotional strength, inner peace, and renewed healing energy.

Now, for the very first time, I am opening my new Victim-Free Masterclass in a special Beta Test Edition - and I’m inviting a small group of cancer thrivers and survivors to be the very first to experience it.

✨ This course reveals the unconscious emotional pattern that quietly drains your healing energy - and keeps you stuck in a loop of reacting, coping, or feeling powerless. It guides you to take your power back, awaken your inner captain, and redirect your emotional energy towards healing, not just surviving.

🎁 What does it mean to be a beta tester?
✔️ Receive early access to the full masterclass before it is released
✔️ Experience a deep emotional transformation - from the inside out
✔️ Share your insights, reflections, and what moved you most
✔️ Help shape this course to make it deeply impactful for others

💜 Who is this for?
Anyone currently living with - or recently recovered from - cancer, who senses deep inside that healing is not only physical, but also emotional, energetic, and spiritual.

💫 If this speaks to your heart, and you feel ready to clear the emotional blocks that may be holding back your healing, you’re warmly invited to apply.

👉 Click www.gilacanceralchemist.com/vfmb2 to apply as a Beta Tester
or
📩 Email me at [email protected] with BETA in the subject line.

(Limited places available so I can personally support each participant.)

With love,
Gila The Cancer Alchemist ✨

18/11/2025

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