Nessy Bray (2026)

16/04/2020

What a time to be alive!! I wake up everyday in this strange new world wondering how we’ll describe living through this time when our grandchildren start learning about it in school. If I feel detached from the world, from life and normalcy, while living through it then how will I ever make someone else understand? The conclusion i’ve come to is that it’s just too much. This is all too much for any one person to navigate or try to understand which is difficult given the fact that most of us are isolated and all alone. So I’ve been giving myself a break, turning my phone off or putting it down and trying to process all of this madness for a few hours a day. It’s helped me feel calmer, less overloaded by social media content I would otherwise be too busy to see, and it’s taken away my overwhelming feeling of wanting to control all this and have a handle on life. So that’s where I’ve been, dipping in and out, if your mind or heart are heavy it might be time for you to try it too! Process however you find it best, journaling and meditation always do the trick for me! Sending you love & light as always but especially these days!! ✨✨✨

12/04/2020

I’ve only just started to see my traumas, struggles, and darkness as positive aspects of my journey. Positive not in what they are or what they made me feel but instead positive in that they facilitated my growth. They helped mold me into the woman I am today, the person I’m endlessly proud of in fact, and they allowed me to learn as much as I could before my struggling through the dirt ended and I was able to bloom. Pain is never easy, it’s never hoped for or welcome but in the end it’s necessary. In the end it helps to serve our higher purpose but that is only what we want to hear after the fact. I feel like I’ve reached the ‘after’ when it comes to a few of my struggles that I used to be engulfed in, defined, and plagued by. So now I can be grateful and see the lessons for what they are, part of my growth! This message & beautiful art by is for you to, hopefully soon (if you haven’t already) you’ll reach the ‘after’ too and feel grateful for what’s brought you here! 💕💕💕

12/04/2020

I keep trying to write, I have ideas and drafts waiting for their final touches but something just keeps fogging my brain. I know myself well enough not to push through it, my words never do my emotions justice when forced! So instead, I’ll admit I have no idea what I’m doing and why writers block is my longest running best friend but It’ll come to me soon I’m sure! I hope you’re all staying safe & sane! I’m sending you all my love and all my light especially in these strange and uncertain days! xoxo

09/04/2020

I’ve been going through my photos more than usual lately, shockingly that’s possible as it seems to be all I do anyway! But this time I decided to focus on those that were far more than candid, unexpected in between images of pure happiness. Goofing around and not taking it all so seriously...I need more of that energy in my life these days and I have a sinking feeling you might too! These photos are from so many different parts of my collective story but they all evoke some of the happiest and most care free moments of my life. If you’re looking for something more positive to help you pass the hours, a way to place your mind in a happier space, try it for yourself! Compile a little folder of your genuinely happy smiles or times, put it in your pocket and save it for a rainy day! @ Shoreditch

08/04/2020

Alright y’all this will come as no surprise but I need to vent! I keep waking up to TikTok notifications that people I knew personally through different stages / ages in my life have followed me or liked a video of mine. I am trying my hardest not to let it bother me but it seriously sends me spiraling every time. A lot of these people put me through so much trauma at a young age, they talked about me behind my back, sabotaged my friendships and relationships, straight up bullied me for my personality and appearance, they did things that caused real damage. I’ve only just started recovering from all that and knowing that those same people are seeing me put myself out there and are likely texting about my videos or talking about them behind my back makes my stomach drop and my skin crawl. The last time they had this power over me I had to actually remove myself physically from school and isolate myself through homeschooling. It’s made me so sad to know they still have an ounce of that power that I thought I took back and it scares me that I once again want to retract back into my shell out of fear of them. I learned my lesson and was burned so many times by people who took my vulnerability and open nature and turned it into their weapon against me and I’m just so sad to see it all happening again. Can’t I just have this? Why am I being sucked back into this life or pain and tears and fear and trauma all over again? I don’t really know what the resolve to this is but I just needed to get this all out after carrying it and fearing it for so many days....

04/04/2020

Human connection is so few and far between these days that it’s left us all yearning for something to grasp onto. Someone else to make things feel real and like there’s a world waiting for us beyond lockdown. But I’m starting to see that take a turn, take a toll on our ability to enforce our worth. Your free time, although in an unusual abundance, is still as precious as its ever been and doesn’t deserve to be treated lightly. As we all navigate this strangely digital world I hope you don’t forget that you deserve to be adored in the same ways you always have. You don’t have to entertain people who treat you like a way to pass the time. Maybes and half hearted efforts have no place when it comes to getting to know you, that is a privilege unlike any other, they don’t get to bypass your standard and boundaries of worth just because you’re around for a chat! I hope for those who are fortunate to not be sick or struggling during this time that you can use it to get in touch with yourself and start practicing relationships both with yourself and others!

03/04/2020

I just feel like we all need to appreciate ‘s saucy pics being used as my uni research one more time! Found this absolute gem today and it made me miss this babe like crazy! Thank you Hunter for being my muse, I hope you know you’re not all alone in your flat in London right now, I’m there with you in spirit! So pour one out for me and flash your bum off your balcony again just for good measure! Love you loads!

31/03/2020

tiktok might be consuming my life lately but I truly do feel like a whole brand new b*tch bussin! finally understanding my worth and establishing proper boundaries. allowing myself to feel but not be owned by my emotions. it’s been an up and down journey with all this, healing my heart and finding myself at the same time had obviously been a bit of a project, but I’m riding high at the top right now! I keep having these vivid dreams of what my life would have been like had I made different choices, seeing myself one night continuing to entertain people who trap me into an endless pain cycle was a literal awakening that I will not only have to save myself but also stay saving myself! won’t be letting myself fall for anymore BS, no sir, no ma’am, no anyone in between! this energy & all that goodness coming our way with this new spiritual awakening and cosmic shift on the horizon is the best light to brighten these weird times. Just felt like sharing this adorable picture of me n my 🎂🎂 so you know positivity and happiness can prevail!

30/03/2020

my hope for all of us! 💕💕

29/03/2020

Adding this to the list of 10000000 things I wish someone told my younger self! These are all things I only recently learned and brought into my life and since then it’s been so much lighter! If only younger me knew I was allowed to feel hurt, confused, alone, scared, all the things middle school drama will put you through! I seriously wish I could have validated myself and put up protective boundaries against the people who hurt me. Although I am a strong believer in everything happening for a reason and I know I was made stronger through all that heartbreak but damn do I wish they taught us how to empower ourselves as much as they focused on forcing The Old Man & The Sea at us! Would have been a lot more helpful & less emotionally scaring!

24/03/2020

holy smokes I had such a good rainy day today! a lil rain is so necessary for my creativity and my soul! I feel like these last few days have seen me fluffing off my old skin and getting myself ready for my next adventure! It’s so exciting to feel all this energy bubbling up inside me. I feel like the free bird I’m meant to be and I’m just sitting on the edge of achieving my the things i’ve always dreamed of! Also I watched Momma Mia after talking about it for DAYS so that could have contributed to my energy! I’m taking all these bright & shiny vibes and sending them through this post to each of you! Feels so good to feel good so I’d be a fool not to share the love!

23/03/2020

can’t properly explain how much I love this! thank you for reminding all of us that it’s okay to feel all of the confusing, scary, anxious feelings about everything going on! No one knows the right way to navigate any of this but the important thing is that none of us are truly in it alone!

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