08/08/2026
I’m sitting here two coffees deep, a hydration tablet bubbling away in some fizzy water. My feet comfortable on a Shakti Matt, feeling the chakras on my feet connect with the points of energy activation.
I’m contemplating this last few months and my upcoming 51st Birthday. This fire horse year for me from the get go felt like I was being dragged by a horse rather than riding one.. 🤣
Now I am stopping and reassessing as I often do where am I at right now? How does my body feel? Am I where I ‘thought’ I would be this year? No! Have I had an absolutely wild ride and deep dive into the health of my body and my needs.. Yes I have.
What is the lesson? Well I crave stability, but only in the way I want it. I love community and although it exhausts me, I want to be a part of it. I feel better when I am sharing my gifts and sitting with people encouraging them.
It’s been another year of letting go, moving away from things that don’t serve me. Finding ways to bring my energy back to me. Yes I have lost people out of my life was it painful? Of course, could I do anything about it NO!
My Granny once told me that nothing that’s for me will ever pass me by and I agree so the people, places and things that do pass me by weren’t meant for me!
One thing I never imagined last year is that I would be writing this from a place of disability, yeah I NEVER saw that one coming.
But it’s ok, I am adjusting, giving myself space and allowing my expression to find a way.
So 51 is coming and although I don’t measure myself by age really. It’s a number and one that makes me sometimes think I better get on with it! 🤣
And another thought that says slow down, take a breath, go for a walk, stop, smell the roses. The fact is a bunch of things that I used to find easy, are now not so easy and quite frankly I don’t want to do them anymore.