02/09/2026
New life is here - SO here!
I have been in a place of such desolation and lostness without our beloved Sam dog. I’m still with the heartbreak, the missing him and weirdness of him not being here. I talk to him daily, see him in all the familiar places he loved and wish he was still with us.
Living life without a canine companion at my side is not something I’m very interested in doing. So I’m glad for the sunrise that has come into our lives in the form of Alba. This 4.5 month old beauty is now a big part of our lives, keeping us on our toes in every way - bringing sunshine and incredibly sharp teeth. We are on a very steep learning curve - life has been fully puppy-jacked :)
And … I’m loving it and all the wolf-dog learning that she brings.
I’m so appreciating how much intelligence there is out there and how understandings about what dogs need have developed in recent years - it feels similar to all the neurological and nervous system updates we’ve had for humans over the past decade. Information that verifies what those of us that have danced for years know through experience. The undeniable goodness of movement, the intelligence of the body in motion and what gets restored for us humans in the ground of connection to our bodies, our hearts and each other.
I'm now finding the same level of understanding for dog development - it's so good for me. In both places what I/we have always known to be true through perception and instinct are being affirmed by research and a broader awareness. What I’m touched by most often with Alba is the similarity of her needs and our young human needs - the mammalian way of growing with safety at our base - embedded through attunement, connection, structure and responsiveness - so clear. And then of course the expression of that can be very different and at times overwhelming, requiring us to pay attention in a particular way - as she is a dog, not a human!
Not sure what dear Sam would make of Alba’s full power puppy ways. But for me life feels possible again - thank goodness for dogs!