17/07/2026
Hard truth:
Being an AuDHD creative means constantly sabotaging yourself.
Personal example: when it comes to sharing my projects, I have a million brilliantly inspired & planned-out ideas, half of which actually feel aligned and great to me.
Most of these come between 11pm and 4am - which I’ve just learned is when our logical/controlling mind shuts down and gives free rein to our expansive, no-holds-barred brain.
But when daybreak comes, my RSD sets in like concrete, and my controlling mind takes over again. I try to push through, to make action lists and create “content” as intuitively and in-alignment as possible, to appease my PDA.
What this feels like is a pinprick-leak dribbling out of a full watering can. I have SO much more to give, to share, but it literally feels impossible to me.
Yes, I could get up in the small hours and try to activate these ideas when I’m “allowed” by my brain, but you know - I’m also human! I’m tired, I definitely don’t want to get on camera at that time, and I also can’t go to my studio which is on a secure site 😅.
So how do I share all the things I need to in order to engage with those who will resonate with and support my work?
No really, how?
Loving & supportive answers welcome below! 💖🎉🤩
(Pic of me almost surviving the UK heatwave rn whilst out & about! + some progress pics so far as I navigate NOT being in the studio in this heat!)
P.S. Proper big THANK YOU shout out coming very soon to all my supporters 😍🎉✨👑🔥
P.P.S: what would you ask me in an AMA? Doesn’t have to be about the project! 💖