10/09/2026
I hope it helps someone suffering with their mental health. It gets better I promise 🙏🫶
Su***de Prevention/Awareness Day.
Sharing again as I do on this day each year
I Decided to Stay
When pain and sorrow is all you feel,
The smallest chore is a great big deal.
Wanting more but feeling less,
You want to try but your just a mess.
Tears come easy, they pour down your face,
Fuelled by thinking, your mind will race.
Belittling thoughts of Shame, judgement and guilt,
Trapped in the prison of mind you have built.
Seeking answers outside of yourself ,
Drink, drugs or food whatever your dealt.
Temporary solutions for long term pain,
Only to find more suffering with nothing to gain.
Thoughts cross your mind and you freeze with fear,
Relief in a decision to no longer be here.
Then you remember your loved ones, how hurt they would be,
And you make a decision, I want to be free!!!
So I reached out to God,
And Surrendered my pain,
"I don't know what to do, please make it go away".
And with that decision, I decided to stay.
So I worked very hard on my own self discovery,
Healing past pains, and begrudgerery.
Taken responsibility for my life and my choices.
Now Helping others find there voices.
A seed will grow from the darkest hole
So will you, so will your soul,
Reach out and ask, your guides and your angels
To cushion your fall, when your just not able.
And they will.
Michelle Boylan.
10/9/21