28/05/2026
The pill says love but her hands hold it like a loaded gun!
Like it is the final decision between healing
and destruction!
So she held it carefully between trembling fingers!
Afraid to drop what she had already built her heartbeat around!
There’s something terrifying about how small it is!
How something no bigger than a heartbeat
can ruin sleep, change voices into memories,
turn soft girls into silent ones!
Maybe that’s why she hasn’t swallowed it yet!
No one warns you how addictive love becomes!
How you start needing their voice at 2AM!
Their attention like oxygen! Their presence like sleep!
And when they leave, withdrawal begins!
Suddenly the world tastes bitter! Music becomes too loud! Nights become oceans!
And your own heart starts sounding unfamiliar! So she hesitates!