07/01/2023
I don't trust Men 💧
After doing enormous amounts of shadow work, I have come to see and realise that I have almost 0 trust in men, fathers, the masculine and boys. It hurt to see so clearly how I never ever felt safe with a man, trusting that he could understand me, see me, care for me... and with that put the best intentions towards me. Because as long a man doesn't take the effort to truly understand a woman, girl or the feminine. He won't know what the best is for her. He will project what he THINKS is the best, that can many times be the worst and even dangerous for her.
For me, this pattern is a deep mirroring from my own father wounds that gets reflected by the men I have had in my life but as well the relationship I have had with the society at large. Because I don't trust the government (a representation of the masculine) to actually understand and care for me, the people or the planet, at all.
How this will be healed... I don't know... but just becoming aware of this wound is a beginning... and the sad part... I know I'm not alone in feeling this way 🙏❤️
Love Z