14/08/2026
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Life update.
The last three months have completely changed my life.
Three months ago, I underwent brain and cervical spine surgery. During the operation, a previously undetected AVM burst when my surgeons opened the dura, turning what was supposed to be one surgery into a medical emergency. I ultimately underwent a second brain surgery and had more of my skull removed than originally planned.
As a result, Iāve permanently lost about 90% of the mobility in my neck and will never be able to fully turn my head again. Iāve also lost feeling in parts of my left hand and left foot. My neurosurgeon told me my case is one of the most complicated heās treated, and heās writing a medical case study about what happened.
As if that wasnāt enough, just two months laterāand completely unrelated to my brain surgeryāI developed severe complications from gastroparesis. I now have a GJ feeding tube and spend 20 hours a day connected to a feeding pump.
Recovery has been nothing like I imagined. Physically, mentally, and emotionally, this has been the hardest thing Iāve ever experienced. Every day has looked different, and Iām still learning how to adapt to a body that has changed so much in such a short amount of time.
If Iāve been quiet or havenāt replied to your messages, please know it isnāt personal. Between everything thatās happened and the numbness in my left hand making it difficult to type, Iāve been putting all of my energy into healing.
Thank you to everyone who has checked in on me, been patient with me, prayed for me, or simply thought of me. Your support has meant more than youāll ever know.
Iām still here, im just fighting for my life in ways I never expected. But taking it one day at a timeā¤ļø