04/25/2019
When I painted this art, I felt, I was hitting the bottom of my life. I found a small courage to climb. Climb up a mountain. A big mountain in front of me. Lately, I realized that a mountain is there, just the same way I'm there. I simply enjoy walking in the mountain now, and do not see it as something that I need to conquer. It's not that I'm giving up. I'm finding a different way to live harmoniously. Nature has the effect on people. It is easier to understand how things are. SEN-GA-DAICHI KAII-KONRYU are words spoken by Dogen Zen monk back in 12th century in Japan. It means, Mountain, River, and Earth. They are the Budgha. For that reason, antient people had a small essense of Nature inside of the house such as painting, calligraphy, and small flower arrangement. Doesn't that make sense? DM me if you are interested in an art print of this mountain. I hope you have something small at home to remind you of Nature. この絵を描いたころ、人生の底にいるような気がしました。そして、小さな希望というか勇気を探し、また山を登ろうと。目の前の大きな山を。最近、思うんですが、山は登らんでもよいと。笑。山の中を歩いているとそういう気になってくるんですね。今日は道元禅師の正法眼蔵から、山河大地(センガ ダイチ)皆依建立(カイイ コンリュウ)。山、川、大地とそれが仏そのものであると。当然のことなのでしょうか、読みながら、12世紀頃の日本語と、今の日本語は、漢字や単語などだいぶ違うなあと。それでも、道元禅師の言葉が読めることが嬉しいかな。きっと、道元禅師は、そんなもん、読まんでいいよと言う気がしますが。皆さん、お元気ですか?