07/28/2026
Well somehow it’s been 6 months…..
6 months since we’ve gotten to see your sweet face.
6 months since we got to hug you.
6 months without your whole body laugh.
6 months without your big, beautiful, live life to the fullest, happy, wonderful personality to brighten our everyday.
We are upright, we are breathing, we are surviving. But our lives are not the same. We are not the same. We will never be the same. We will never be our best, happiest selves again, that version of us only existed when you were still here.
I still don’t have any of the “right” words, this still feels like a nightmare. My brain still doesn’t want to accept your gone.
So until we get to see your beautiful soul again, we try to keep moving, when our hearts can handle it we do things we know you would have loved. We do things to honor you, and the incredible fight you fought.
Today I submitted your picture for the tribute wall at curefest this fall. I wish you weren’t on the angel wall, I wish I could take you to the rally and show you how many people are fighting for kids like you everyday. But I promise to keep fighting, keep saying your name, and keep trying my best to honor the amazing little boy you are. 🧡