Bryce's Brain Cancer Battle

Bryce's Brain Cancer Battle Bryces Journey Battling a rare grade IV brain tumor, CNS Embryonal Tumor NOS

All these questions always. I know you were put in my life to make sure i make it back to you when my time here is done....
07/28/2026

All these questions always. I know you were put in my life to make sure i make it back to you when my time here is done. I love you so much B

An email I got this morning.....😢🥹 a moment of rage and anger?Or a moment of gratitude and hope?I'll choose the latter I...
08/29/2025

An email I got this morning.....
😢🥹 a moment of rage and anger?
Or a moment of gratitude and hope?

I'll choose the latter

I love you Bryce. I just took this as a hello from you, grateful that I had you for the almost 6 years I had you. Thankful you're no longer hurting or fighting such an evil disease. Thankful for optimism and love.

It wasn't supposed to end like this. I'm missing you something fierce Brycie. Throughout the great, the bad and the ugl...
01/18/2025

It wasn't supposed to end like this.
I'm missing you something fierce Brycie.
Throughout the great, the bad and the ugly,
You always wore this smile.
There's nothing in this world that could of prepared
Me for a life without you in it.

I love you more than you'll ever know.
Forever Five. Forever Missed. I love you B.

It's crazy what grief will have you missing. This is the best description of "scanxiety" I've ever read. 3 long years. ...
01/09/2025

It's crazy what grief will have you missing.

This is the best description of "scanxiety" I've ever read.
3 long years. Going through all the feelings....every time....still new and raw as ever.

I'm so happy you're free'd of that life Bryce.
I'm so sorry I couldn't save you.
I wish I knew what I know now, 3 years ago.

My heart breaks more and more, everyday without you. I miss and love you so much.
😢💔

12/19/2024

One of the few times I recorded you saying mommy

What a hell this is.. living life without you Bryce.

This was our last Christmas as a family of 6.

Missing you more than words can represent
Hurting more than pain can reflect

I love you so much.

God help me through the end of the year.

12/06/2024

Even at 3 days old... you were smiling.
Life is so hard without you in it.
Still waiting to get up from the nightmare

11/25/2024

Tomorrow....

I don't know how I'm supposed to go on through the day
This isn't right
I shouldn't be celebrating your life and birthday without you here
I'm so crushed beyond repair
I love you so much Bryce. You are on my mind 24/7

Little did I know this would be your last birthday here.
You looked so good.
Your sweet smile.
I would do anything to have you here with me

11/11/2024

I miss you so much Bryce.
Mommy loves you.

11/03/2024

This was exactly 365 days ago.
The longer without you.
The more I hurt.
Having a really hard time finding any kind of happiness.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.
My heart feels like it's shattered into a trillion pieces.
I want to scream.
This cannot be reality.
I will never understand why.
I've tried to rationalize it in my head.
I've tried to understand.
I've tried to come to peace with it.
The harder I try the angrier I become.

You were the best gift given to me.
And although i knew how precious time really was.
And although I took advantage of any extra time I had, I made sure to spend with you.
I still feel like I was robbed.
This is torture and torment to the highest of degrees.

I want so badly to accept it.
I want so badly to be happy for you.
To know you're in heaven, living your best life.
But it's seemingly damn near impossible.

God I know all things with You are possible...
So please allow me to accept that my sweet little baby Bryce
Is in heaven with You
Allow me to accept that
I will never hear his voice again
I will never have the chance to embrace him in my arms again
I will never get to see him blow out his birthday candles again
I will never hear his belly laugh again
I will never hear him sing along to songs again
I will never watch him glow up every room he walks into again.
I wont see him grow from a child, then teen, then adult

I'm mad at the world. I'm mad at myself. I'm mad that childhood cancer is even a thing.
I just want to wake up from this nightmare.

Lord God please have mercy.
This is a loss that is unbearable.

I miss you so freaking much Bryce. I love you so much.

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