08/24/2026
Somehow it’s already Monday
& I haven’t managed to have a moment for a much needed update yet,
But let me just say,
It was for a good reason at least.
I finally had some time.
Some Time….
Some Time to spend with just
“ Toby “.
I’ve bottled up a lot of guilt inside,
Not having the time we used to have
With each other,
( since having Baby Hunter really )
For everyone that’s followed us for a bit,
Then you know
How close I was to Toby,
I wouldn’t leave his hospital room,
At all……
As Month after month
Would go by,
We did everything together,
Right there in his bed…..
I would talk to him through all the scary
Needles, dressing changes,
Medications or even if he was not awake or very ill,
Or a Rapid response was called,
I would still be right there, next to him,
talking to him as the doctors or nurses came in & outta the room.
Anyways, I had such a nice few hours
Of just
“ me & Toby Toes “
time yesterday,
It was truly amazing,
I think it’s what both our hearts needed!
On top of everything,
There have just been ALOT of changes
Recently,
Toby’s home nurse has moved,
So training new nurses has been challenging & new,
Tobys hospital teacher has retired,
So We are still waiting for a new face to start,
One of Toby’s real close friends at the Ronald Mc Donald house has moved.
So lots of changes all at the same time.
Anyways…….
I did all the dressing changes &
Mepilex pads ect for our Toby boy
all on my own &
It just felt great,
doing these simple things,
Idk, making Toby feel happy and clean,
And well taken care of,
It’s hard to put into words,
Toby’s precious smile,
Gosh, does his
“ Smile “
speak a thousand words.
As we spent our time together,
Toby just kept smiling, 💜
Truly are moments yesterday,
will be engraved in my heart forever.
Now for the purposes of not making this read too long, I’ll do a separate update of Toby’s latest Neurology stuff separately so we don’t get to lost and focus on yesterday s time together instead,
As it really was magical ( to me )
And this Neuro stuff is really ALOT,
And scary.
Below my baby boy Toby and
His smiles, that speak a thousand words.
Couldn’t do these Miracles without you all continuing to love & pray for these boys, my words will never be enough, to how truly blessed and grateful we are for you all, happy Monday and off we go.