06/01/2026
Today I picked up the first printed draft of my book.
And I cried.
Not because it’s finished.
Not because it’s perfect.
But because for the first time in five years, the thing that has lived in my heart, my computer, my journals, and on the wall of my living room is finally something I can hold in my hands.
Five years ago, my dad died from a drug overdose.
Two months later, the world shut down.
I was drowning in grief, questions, and a deep feeling that there had to be something more. So I followed a calling all the way to the Peruvian Amazon.
Somewhere along the Amazon River, in the middle of an experience that completely changed my life, the Phoenix came to me.
It wasn’t just a vision. It was a message.
I was shown seven steps of healing and rebirth. Seven directions. Seven colors. Seven frequencies. A roadmap that would eventually become the foundation of my own healing journey and the work I now share with others.
And I heard something so clearly:
“Put it in a book.”
I saw the cover.
I saw it so clearly that when I came home, I printed it and hung it on my living room wall.
For five years that cover has stared back at me every single day.
A reminder of a promise.
A reminder of a calling.
A reminder not to quit.
Today, I held that book in my hands.
Inside are the stories I never thought I would tell. My life. My grief. My healing. My travels around the world. The weird, magical, unexplainable experiences that changed me forever. The tools, teachings, and practices that helped me rise from some of the darkest moments of my life.
This book has been born from heartbreak, healing, courage, and a whole lot of fire.
And today, for the first time, it feels real. 🐦🔥
Stay tuned… Book launch coming winter/spring 2026!!!
who’s excited to get a copy?! 👋
