BTC Wellness

08/23/2022

Today is brand new. Get creative

06/10/2022

When unable to decide between standing up for yourself or burning a bridge, I now stand and watch it burn. Living in fear isn't living. 🙏

01/02/2022

Hey everyone jewelry is getting mailed out Monday with holidays and being snowed in up in Pinetop I haven’t been able to go anywhere. Again thank you everyone for your support and kindness in spreading the word about my jewelry. And for those who are making custom bracelets those of you made this week. Once again thank you so much I appreciate you you have inspired me!!

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12/13/2021

The universe stoped me in my tracks this summer and I’m listening. Here’s my story.

Hello my beautiful friends and Family and my adoring Fans lol. This post is about where I've been, I’ve kind of been missing some people have noticed. And in great Brian fashion it's been epic.
In August I became one of the numbers. When I say the numbers I mean the number of friends that we have that have died. I know this is weird reading this it's weird even saying it still. I drowned. Yes folks you heard that correctly I drowned at the pool in my complex
The above is a picture my mom took when she had to leave me at the hospital and they told her that I probably wouldn’t make it through the night. And if I did I would have to relearn how to eat, walk and talk all over again.
Sorry I know this is a big thing to tell you and show you. And I'm going to give a short explenation because to go into all the details it would take a book. Coming one day I promise.
So since March 2020 to today The count of friends and loved ones that have died in my life is at 34. There have been some pretty traumatic deaths. Both my dogs died and my divorce was finalized. And of course the pandemic. That's a lot of loss to go through especially the majority being traumatic.
On Mother's Day Mrs. Stroman Ron's mom, one of my best friends in the whole world passed away. And I was doing really good dealing with all the loss until her death. I went to New York and was by Rons side as I had always promised when that day came? We had really good closure to our relationship and have started a new beautiful friendship. So I felt positive and great when I got back to Arizona then something happened I can't member what it was exactly but I thought to myself oh I can’t wait to tell Mrs. Stroman. And that's when it hit me like a ton of bricks but she's gone gone. So from the pain of that loss It touched on all the other losses and it just became too much to handle so I started shutting down and secluding and then I met a really cool guy so I started putting my energy into that that's a whole other story. And then for the third time in six months two people died on the same day that have nothing to do with one another. A friend in New York she's a beautiful dancer she died of a heart attack and she wasn't even 40. Our friend and neighbor in Hilton head that I've known for over 15 years he died all of a sudden.By this point my job was getting irritated with me because there was always somebody dying or something crazy happening. Knowing someone who has lost so many people as I have is hard.Its hard to accept it as a reality. So every time I went to talk about it or tell somebody they rolled there eyes and say things like “really Brian again”(not everyone of course I have many supporters) or don't touch me or talk to me because I don't wanna be the next one to die. Not even acknowledging that was somebody important to me someone I loved. So a couple weeks later a life long friend passed in surgery. Then a few days later my friend from Atlanta was brutally murdered in Piedmont Park in Atlanta. After Mrs. Stromans death all of my emotions about the new ones started stacking up because I stopped dealing with it.

One night my friend and I had gotten in a fight. What he did was the equivalent to spilling milk on the floor and I responded like he burn the house down with my whole entire family in it. I fu***ng lost it. I even chased him down the street with a machete he was so scared I said don’t worry sweetie I would never hurt you I’m just going to chop up your car. This went on for hours plus I was drinking and smoking and maybe a little snorting. (I was in a bad place so why not get fu**ed up? Bad choice) So he went back to Tucson that morning and I said f**k it I'm gonna have a pool day so I went to the pool around nine or 10 in the morning. I was already fu**ed up. And then I kind a remember one of the guys but I guess I smoked w**d with two guys that I didn't know at the pool. And I don't know if they told me and I was OK with it because I normally don't do this type of drug or if it was in there secretly because it happens a lot out here but they gave me a joint that had fentanyl in it. I know my mom said didn’t I teach you to not take candy from strangers well the same goes for drugs.

I went to swim towards the whirlpool bath I remember looking up and then everything turned white. Eight hours later I woke up in ICU with a tube down my throat.
sidenote do you know that show always sunny in Philadelphia well they have a episode called kitten mittens. And if you seen it you'll understand the next part.

So I woke up hearing beeping and noises and people yelling and there were eight medical personal standing around me. I could feel the tube in my throat and I lifted my hands up and I saw these giant things they had on my hands because I guess I was ripping stuff out of my throat and they had to strap me down, cover my hands and give me that drug that Michael Jackson died on. And so I put my hands to my mouth and made outward gestures from my mouth to my sides. And the doctor was telling me to calm down it's OK I have a tube in my throat. And I was thinking “I know that you dummy But who the f**k put kitten mittens on me”. that's what I was thinking fu***ng kitten mittens and the gestures I was making with my hands were whiskers. I was getting frustrated because I couldn’t talk because of the tube in my throat. So when they pulled the tube out of my throat I with a very very horse voice asked “why kitten mittens why”. Then I really noticed my surroundings and was like where the hell am I. I had no memory. They were telling me that somebody called 911 but had left the scene. The ambulance guys found me on the side of the pool nonresponsive and my lungs were full of water and vomit DEAD. Somehow they were able to revive me. As mentioned earlier they did not expect me to live through the night But I'm Brian fu***ng Curbello and I woke up feeling the same. Not a vegetable or needing to be taught to eat and walk, talk. Which is a blessing and a curse because of how upset my mom and my friends here in Arizona and other people that found out were. They were so mad at me but love me. And I feel so horrible for putting them through it. It's really hard to reconcile with what happened because I physically feel the same as I did before it happened. A couple of things that are different is my intuition is on point and I see dead people. (Another post I promise)
I ended up having pneumonia because of the drowning Jesus Christ it's weird saying that. They also thought I had Covid and thank god I didn’t. So I had to miss work again and now my job having to cover so much for me fired me.(lots of things to say about this but not the place)
So then my roommate comes home and he's like what did your toxicology report come back with and I said fentanyl. Well I won’t go into details but he wouldn’t believe I wasn’t a j***y and that I got roofied.. and asked me to move out. Im like ok wait I came back from drowning but now I’ve been fired and kicked out of my home. Ok Im listening Universe.
Then two cousins died one of Covid the other of su***de. And then I made a really fu***ng beautiful friend Hans here in downtown Phoenix one of the most beautiful people you would ever know then he got hit by a drunk driver on his bicycle was in a coma for a month and he just died. And then do you all remember me talking about my psychic. We had become close friends over the years. Well I text him and he didn't text me back and he never does not text me back so I went on his page to see if he posted lately and all the RIP and condolences came up and damn He passed away also.
My jewelry business has fallen off the wayside because of Covid. when I make bracelets for people in need of healing or in consolation of a loved one that passes it takes a lot out of me and I just couldn't do it with the condition the world was it was just I couldn't with everybody Dying and what not I just couldn't do it. Well I've been doing a lot of meditating, Soul searching and self discovery. I read about a life stage called cocooning I completely self isolated and rediscovered myself and my gifts, and I have learned about spirit guides and it has been life-changing to say the very least and I couldn't figure out why my intuition had sparked up so high lately and I know because my psychic friend who passed. So basically I've lost everything and a lot of people.
And I am finding it to be the biggest blessing and gift. It's really fu***ng hard right now don’t get me wrong I couldn’t even buy toilet paper the other day. Sad but true lol. But I'm so excited about what's going to happen. I get to rise from the crumbled life I use to have and create one with purpose, service and meaning. I have sold everything like furniture and all that stuff and basically getting down to what can fit in a car. I can fit all my stones and supplies in a giant suitcase and I am going to see where life takes me. I have some plans brewing out east. Some talks in LA and a couple other seeds I’m planting. I will be 50 next year and I want to be able to put a big “The End” on what has been the book of Brian so far. Im starting a new book and who knows what opportunities will arise. Its amazing the things that come when you are open to receiving. By nature I am a healer and an artist. So that is what I am going to do, be a gypsy, healer and a artisan jewelry designer.
Help me build back my business!!!
Please if you are interested in purchasing my predesigned pieces or having a total custom bracelet. Please contact me.

Please do not feel less of a connection if you have had no idea what was happening. I truly was in isolation. And thank you to all that have been there through it all. I have changed in many ways but I have never felt more close to the correct path than now.

PS my mom is having a really hard time excepting my plans lol but grateful I’m alive and happy.

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10/10/2021

Relaunch of BTC Wellness jewelry coming this week. 😜

12/20/2020

I am responsible for how I feel and today I choose to feel happy 🙏

12/02/2020

When you judge yourself, you judge everyone around you. And when you learn to accept yourself, you ease your chokehold on the rest of the world so we can all live more comfortably 🙏🏼

10/10/2020

Hey everyone I just designed a beautiful CTR bracelet (for all my mormon family and friends) the second charm can be customized also I can design a total custom bracelet. Great gift idea.

You can purchase in my Etsy store or DM me.
Link in BIO

All the blue stones on this piece (both the darker and lighter blue stones) are Aquamarine.
Aquamarine evokes the purity of crystalline waters, and the exhilaration and relaxation of the sea. It is calming, soothing, and cleansing, and inspires truth, trust and letting go. It bestows perseverance, discipline and light heartedness.
It emits a gentle and compassionate energy, promoting moderation and responsibility for ones' actions. It stimulates energy from the heart to the throat, allowing one's deepest and heartfelt truth to be communicated.

The four white stones with the light blue aquamarine in between are Rainbow Moonstone.
Moonstone: Now is the time to speak what is in your heart.
Moonstone opens the heart to nurturing qualities as well as assisting in the acceptance of love.
Moonstone can act as a growth stone for children and teenagers, and has been thought to slow the degeneration of the elderly. It may also alleviate degenerative conditions of the skin, hair, eyes, and the fleshy organs of the body. It is useful in treating insomnia and creating beneficial dreams. Moonstone has long been known for its calming, soothing qualities on the emotional body. Its energy is balancing and healing, assisting in the mastery of emotions by bringing them under the control of Higher Will, rather than expressing or repressing them. Moonstone is especially calming to children. It soothes those away from home at night, drives away nightmares and encourages sleep. It is also used to treat sleepwalking.

The next stones used are White Howlite. The marbled looking white stones.
Howlite is one of the “attunement stones”  which link the user to higher spiritual consciousness.  Howlite opens and prepares the mind to receive the energies and wisdom of attunements. Howlite is a lovely stone to use when needing to reduce anxiety, tensions and stress.

05/20/2020

Ready to welcome back your healthy movement, healing, strength and joint mobility--regardless of your age and fitness level? So many people today believe that aging or injury means to physically decline, so they kind of just give up. And trust me, I know as much as anyone how it feels to be less mobile than one would like.