10/08/2026
Resistance
If you want to change the reality that you’re living in, you have to let go of the old resistance.
We have to let go of whatever parts of the old version of us that we are holding onto. That old version is holding us back. If we can’t see what is holding us back, we have to change something within us to achieve clearer site.
You can’t just say I’m fine with whatever. That leaves the prospects wide open. You have to be definitive in your answer of what it is that you actually want.
You have to be willing to change behavior that doesn’t reflect the new version of you.
If you wake up every single day and do nothing except think about the change you want, you’re not creating or manifesting anything. You are creating more wanting. This is an example of you holding onto the resistance within yourself.
The outcome of wanting, hoping, wishing creates more wanting, hoping, and wishing.
If you’re accustomed to waking up and doing nothing every morning, get up and do something different.
Take a walk.
Take a breath!
Go to the gym.
Listen to a meditation.
Read a book.
Read a blog.
Or simply sit in your own presence without interruption or devising your time away in disassociation.
None of this has to be a three hour venture. You can create 10 minutes for yourself. You can create 10 new minutes of something that is different but feels better.
But to move forward you have to want the change more than you want to hold on to what you’ve always known, been, or done.
You have to want to see something new in your existence so hard, that you are willing to break through the behavior that is familiar or comfortable.
Tiny little increments of change brings long term changes when you apply the work. The universe reflects what it is that you’re putting out. It is a mirror.
The universe will test you to see if you are sure this is what you want. New action creates new questions. Because everything you’ve done so far hasn’t reflected this new action. The energy wants to know if you are sure and if you are going to continue. This is where you keep going no matter how bad you wanna turn around and go back to the old self.
Once you pass that test through consistently showing up for yourself, you will literally watch the universe reflect back to you exactly what the effort is that you’re putting in.
It happens when all parts of you are ready. It happens when you’ve used the pause to rest instead of over analyzing. It happens when your intention shifts into belief.
There’s no wishing.
There’s no hoping.
There is only being and not being.
Today I choose to get up and do something different. The last 40 days of my life have been full of imbalance and unregulated. I’ve worked too hard and come too far to allow those old behaviors and doubts to creep back in. I know I am here with purpose. I wont allow the things around me to break my stride. The path has gotten shaky. But instead of giving in to the noise, I will change the voice in my head.
I will choose growth.
Even though it hurts.
Even though it is uncomfortable.
Even when I can’t see how it works out.
I’m choosing to wake up and do something different than my old patterns. I feel it in every part of my vessel that change is coming. And instead of being resistant to that, I am going to allow myself to be wide open. I am going to allow myself to release the expectation of what I believe that should look like. I am going to trust.
I am going to create a space within myself that is flowing, balanced, and regulated. That way when that change shows itself, I am already prepared.
I am going to allow that change to be so good and so big that even I can’t create that vision in my mind quite yet. This is the pause before the transition. This is the waiting room before the new door opens.
What are you going to choose today? Will you choose the old patterns and bad behaviors and self sabotaging? Or will you choose something that is in alignment with the truest version of you?
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