08/01/2026
Well⦠this wasnāt on my 2026 bingo card. š
The funny thing is, this didnāt actually start during meditation.
It started with a conversation.
Someone I work with someone I respect challenged me to look at a situation through a more compassionate lens. They didnāt criticize me or tell me I was wrong. They simply offered a different perspective.
At first I thought, āPffft⦠Iām compassionate.ā š
Then I sat with it.
A couple of days later, while I was meditating, it was like someone turned on a giant light switch.
For years Iāve thought I knew my purpose. I was convinced it had something to do with nutrition. Or art. Or teaching people how to ferment weird things in jars. š«š
Helping people? Absolutely.
But I may have been wrong about how.
Hereās the embarrassing partā¦
Iāve always considered myself empathetic, kind, and thoughtful. Compassion, though? Thatās been a work in progress. My default setting has historically been somewhere between, āWalk it off,ā and āPut your big girl panties on and letās figure this s**t out.ā š¤¦š¼āāļøš
Apparently the universe looked at me and saidā¦
āAww⦠thatās cute. We have other plans.ā
I realized I wasnāt drawn to my job because of the nutrition.
Nutrition got me through the doorā¦
The people are why Iām there.
Maybe Iām there to remind someone theyāre worthy.
Maybe Iām there to encourage them.
Maybe Iām there to help someone see what they canāt yet see in themselves.
And maybe⦠Iām there to learn compassion myself.
Iāve also started realizing that most people arenāt trying to hurt us.
Theyāre simply responding from what life has taught them. Just like our parents. Just like our coworkers. Just like us.
That thought alone has softened something in me.
A week ago I was convinced I was in the wrong place.
Now Iām wondering if itās exactly where I was supposed to be.
And if a few other people happen to feel a little more seen along the wayā¦
Well, thatās a pretty incredible bonus. ā¤ļø
Now donāt get me wrong⦠Iām sure the universe is already planning my next lesson. It has a slightly twisted sense of humor. š