09/03/2021
I’m just like you and I really want to make this clear.
I have battles and demons I have to fight regularly, or as often as they come up after I incessantly suppress them.
I’ve been through a lot, I’ve seen a lot and I’ve felt a lot- and guess what- I still go through a lot, I see a lot of things play out the way I didn’t intend them to, and I feel way more than I ever have.
I may be positive but don’t get it twisted, stress has yet to be free in my life and it’s pretty imperfect.
But even though I break down sometimes, I can genuinely say, I’m happy.
I guess I’m writing this to let you know you’re not alone.
I am with you, not as a leader with a light, but as a friend who is willing to move forward with you through the darkness.
I am writing this to let you know that no one is perfect and no one has a perfect life. And it’s okay to be perfectly imperfect.
We’re all trying to figure things out. And sometimes we have to be okay with not being able to figure it out. Even if it means we have 3 meltdowns before we remember that part of this game we call, life.
We’re all battling ghosts from our past and facing our insecurities by forcing ourselves to dig deep into the things that hurt us the most, just so that we can heal, yet again, something that we thought we healed long ago.
And even as complicated as that all sounds- i will not stop digging deep with you.
I refuse to look back and fall back into unconsciousness- I will help pull you up whenever I am strong enough to be present for myself.
I will hold space for you and do my best to listen without butting in and trying to correct the situation.
And I will never allow you to fall,
for if you fall, I fall with you.
You are and will never be alone.
I got you, each of you, always xoxo 💋