05/12/2022
Breast cancer. ⠀
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The two words I never thought I'd hear. With a brand new baby at home, I was praying the lump was just a clogged milk duct. ⠀
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It wasn't. And, on a Friday in February, my life changed. The hardest weekend of my life followed, knowing nothing except for my diagnosis at the time. I worried myself sick over my boys, wondering if I'd be here to watch them grow up. ⠀
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The following weeks were terrifying but as the picture became clear I realized how fortunate I now am. Stage 2 triple negative breast cancer but with a good prognosis. The road ahead is long - already 10 weeks into a 6-month chemo regimen, then surgery, then radiation and 6 months of immunotherapy. BUT, I'm responding well to treatment and - nothing can top this - I should have the chance to be here for my 2 beautiful boys. ⠀
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Not every day do I feel so positive, but how have I gotten to this point? Gratitude. Even on the hardest days, it's hard to not recognize how incredibly fortunate I am. ⠀
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Things I have been grateful for since day one: living within a few miles of world-renowned cancer care, an incredible healthcare team working with me, catching the cancer early, and having no known genetic mutations to suggest an increased risk of reoccurance. And above all, a good prognosis. I'm infinitely blessed. ⠀
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I have been blessed with seeing the most beautiful sides of the people I love. The support we've received so far has been nothing short of incredible. Words won't ever be adequate to express my gratitude for those that have lifted me up and helped carry me through this journey so far. My husband, our parents, our siblings and friends - I am simply blown away by the outpouring of love and generosity. If you're reading this - thank you. 💕⠀
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Sharing this part of my life in this way does not come natural to me. It's uncomfortable, scary, and in this moment it also feels right. It feels right because I'm realizing you need an army behind you when dealing with such adversity. ⠀
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So with that said, to all my sisters (and brothers) fighting this fight, I see you. Keep your head up. One day at a time. As a good friend of mine wrote to me, "you can do hard things." 🙏