05/10/2021
When you live your life as your True Self, you aren’t seeing the world through a distorted lens.
You’re seeing it as YOU - which is empowering for yourself as well as what makes you a helpful outer authority for others.
For example, I have something called “Personal View,” which has 6 line themes like being aloof at times and being a role model. I know I’m not seeing through a distorted lens when I’m relating things back to myself and watching myself function in a bit of a bubble. “Power View” is my transference. It’s not bad to be in transference because we do learn from that space, but I can recognize when I’m in it for too long and it almost feels like my perspective is tainted and inauthentic. I can’t effectively serve as outer authority from Power View. It feels like I’m worried about who’s “winning” or who has more power instead of seeing how things pertain to me personally. In today’s climate, that can be damaging for my mental health and I find myself constantly pulling back and asking myself “what’s MY experience with this and how does it pertain to ME?”
In Personal View, when I reflect on past stories and things that I’ve been through, I can see myself through an objective lens like I’m telling a story about a character that is me. I can give outer authority to others by using myself as an example.
View feels like one of the last things that clicks into place. Before I was aware of it, I was following strategy and authority but still looking through the lens of power dynamics and wondering why I was spinning out or why I wasn’t acting as an effective leader.
It’s another sign post to be aware of the deeper you get into the process of living as your True Self. I’ve gotten so much value out of learning about the substructure of my chart but only when I was really ready for it and not just when my mind wanted me to be.
Like everything else, learning about your view is pointless if you’re not ready for it. Living your design isn’t a race and we’re all going at different paces, so if you’re not in the space to learn about it yet, don’t sweat it. Just thought I’d plant seeds 🥰
If you know about your view, share with me in the comments!