05/09/2022
I’m in the pursuit of peace.
But it hasn’t always been that way. And sometimes it gets hard.
I was stuck in the tail as old as time that chaos was normal for SOOOO long.
So much of the world today and my upbringing taught me that chaos was comfortable and normal. That my life is always supposed to have a bit of chaos. That’s just how it is.
I was always waiting for the next shoe to drop.
I was always in a state of panic.
I was always ready to fight or flee/avoid.
I was always out of balance.
Some parts of my life were always unmanageable.
I was so numb, lost, and scared.
I knew I couldn’t continue down the path I was on but I had NO EARTHLY idea how to change my situation.
I had no idea that I was actually in control and I could change.
Mainly… well because any time I had a glimmer of peace, chaos crept back in…
I constantly was repeating a cycle.
Life implodes, Life settles down…. Life implodes… On and on and on again
Until I finally had enough and took a look at my life…
Come to find out it was me who was creating all the chaos in my life all along
It was then when I committed to choosing peace.
I was ready to do anything to change.
I had to be willing, honest and humble.
I had to get to the root of my patterns.
I had to make some serious changes for the pursuit of peace.
I had to be open minded and hearted.
I had to look at some not so great stuff.
I knew I needed to do it so I would have done ANYTHING to stop the pain I was in.
With chaos in my life, I couldn’t know the true me. I felt lost and like I didn’t belong. It made my head a very scary place to be.
It’s a constant practice to point towards peace. Moments of chaos are fleeting. When they do show up, I am able to step into peace so much faster.
I have a chaos proof peace plan.
Man, my life is so much more blissful, inspired, joyous, and free because of the commitment and journey I have been on.
I would like to take a look into your life and where chaos shows up so I can pinpoint what areas need more peace.
Is this something you would like to do together? Comment “YES” below!