09/03/2026
Patient Perspectives: Kim’s Story
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“Prior to MM, I had yo-yo dieted for years. I was great at “getting on the wagon,” and had lost 60 lbs before having kids.
Inevitably, some life event or stressor would come along and knock me off track, and the weight would creep back on. Then the cycle would start again.
I learned about MM through a friend from work. It was 6 months into the pandemic, and I was at my highest weight ever. I knew I was out of control and that I needed to do something to change the way I’d been approaching my weight.
I considered joining MM for weeks before getting up the nerve to reach out to Morgan. I knew it was going to require a large amount of effort. At the time, I was afraid that I was losing my freedom of choice, and I was afraid of not being able to hide from my mistakes.
Now, I understand that I’ll always have the freedom to make my own choices, and I’m down 85 pounds so far.
The physical transformation has lifted a literal and figurative weight off my shoulders.
I have always worked to maintain a sense of body positivity no matter my size, but I love the way I feel now and never want to go back.
I have finally accepted that this is a lifelong journey and that I will never be able to go back to my old habits; this is my new normal.
Thanks to MM, I’ve been able to establish habits and routines that have made growth possible.
I still struggle with asking for help or owning up to my missteps, but Morgan’s nonjudgmental approach and gentle prodding has really helped break down those barriers.
In my 18 months with MM, I have learned that self care has to be a priority.
I’m my best self when I make the time to practice healthy habits. When I do that, I feel better, my outlook is more optimistic and I am more successful, which feeds into my work and family life as well.
I viewed other weight loss programs as a temporary path to get where I needed to go.
MM has helped me understand what my body needs, and that means accepting a new behavioral norm.
I am learning mindfulness. I am practicing habits that make a healthy relationship with food easier to navigate on a day-to-day basis.
Even after all this time, it’s still a test of my patience and resilience. I ping pong between feelings of guilt and the acceptance that
fluctuations are a part of life.
I’m still working on my ability to indulge without overindulging, and my ability to navigate social situations without abandoning my well-intentioned plans halfway through the evening.
When I started MM, I gave myself permission to be patient and take it one step at a time.
I knew this process was going to require a lot of work, so I gave myself permission to focus on the nutrition and elements of the emotional work before even thinking about exercising.
A few months in, I introduced evening walks into my routine. A couple months later, I started a couch to 5k app. Then I started strength training.
Now, I work out 6 times a week and have never felt stronger.
Change is not easy but it absolutely is possible. I am so grateful for this program and for the change I see and feel.
It’s okay for change to be hard and it’s okay to give yourself permission to take small steps. As long as you are heading in the right direction. You will get there.”
-Kim Grotzke