05/31/2026
I been navigating and fighting my whole life..My chest & heart was hurting last night.. I breathed slowly and softly unintentionally & would unclunched my jar and take deep breaths when I realized the tightness & weight.. this was stemming from imbalances in my heart & root chakra. I'm healing from abuse and abandonment. Lack of real or deep relationships and I haven't been receiving genuine love or love at all from the people in my physical life.The lack of physical support, understanding and love from the people I know or people physically here in my bloodline .. I've been used, abused, stolen from, mocked and copied and lied on & too by family, community members, institutions, non-profits and businesses. On top of being highly intuitive & empathic, I have autism, adhd, dyslexia and many physical conditions & a rare genetic disorder and blood disorder. Life is truly interesting and a game to say the least. I'm glad to say I made mistakes always acknowledge them & I have always been on the right side regardless of projections, and written narrative & lies... Everything has became so fake / artificial.. I came here for Divine order & to shifting everything and everyone I touch or speak too & I have but there still isn't Divine order (manipulation, psychology/ mind control, technology & narcissist are a bitch).. I deserve the world (many of us bright souls do) it's our birth right. I dont fear death... this isn't all that is. This is a very dense, low dimension, controlled by a very few with no logic but greed and control. That's why so many lack here. I been here many times & this is my last.- ππΏβ¨οΈπ€π Ominique 05/31/2026