08/06/2026
No clinic this week as Ava continues her 10 day rotation. However, I wanted share an unfortunate experience we had during blina. While I am not looking for sympathies, I want to bring awareness and change to the ER department. I have waited a while to share this story as I was hoping there would be more conversation and commitment to improving any future experience for children with ports.
On a Sunday evening in June, Ava’s bandage covering her port access lifted allowing possible bacteria or dirt exposure. Knowing this, we loaded up and headed to Arkansas Children’s Hospital. This was our 5th time to the ER since April. While nervous due to other patients’ port experiences at the ER, I knew this was the only way to prevent Ava from getting some type of infection and interrupting treatment.
To cut the story short, the room was chaotic and a lot of uncertainty. Unfortunately, Ava was not numbed during the access (a needle shoving through 7 layers of skin), and the nurse missed the port. I was so shocked by what had transpired that I couldn’t even choke out any response. I asked 3 times for them to de-access instead of moving the needle around to try and fix it.
Finally, they de-accessed as I asked them to leave. Ava looked at me and said, “mommy, I am just a baby. Please don’t let them hurt me.” That is a moment I will never forget, like an endless nightmare.
Since that night, I have decided to share our story with several directors and doctors in hopes to change policies to provide better care for children with ports. At this time, I am not sure what has come of it besides conversation. Honestly, I am not even upset with the nurses and asked several times for them to not be reprimanded because while they may have made a mistake the Arkansas Children’s Hospital failed them. This is a problem beyond individuals. I know our little one is not the first to experience some manner of port accessing trauma. I will continue to push and share our story to hopefully make sure no other child or family has to experience this nightmare. 🎗️Sorry is change! 🎗️