07/25/2026
Last night I had the most frustrating dream. I arrived at a carnival, excited to go in, but I couldn't make it out of the parking lot and onto the fair grounds. I was trying to buy tickets on my phone through an app, but nothing I did would make it work. My card wasn't accepted, I needed some special code. Every attempt led to another obstacle. I asked others in the parking lot for help. Some half-heartedly tried, others weren't interested in lending a hand at all.
I woke this morning still carrying the agitation, the lingering remnants of the dream, asking myself, "What could that have meant?"
Almost immediately, I heard the question: "Did you ever go directly to the gate?"
Upon reflection, I feel this dream offered me several messages:
If something isn't working, don't keep trying the same way over and over again.
If you keep bumping up against obstacles, or if it feels like you're constantly having to jump through hoops, maybe there is another way.
Don't ask everyone else what to do, go directly to the source, the gate, your own soul-self.
It leaves me with a few contemplations:
Where have I been repeating the same approach while expecting a different result?
Where have I mistaken complexity for the only path forward?
And where have I been outsourcing my authority instead of going directly to the source within?
Seeds for thought this Saturday morning...