03/04/2021
I never post anything personal here or anywhere 😂😂 not really big on social media as you might have noticed but really wanted to share something and since today is my oldest kid's birthday thought it was the perfect day to do it.
Ever since started .co I started questoning myself. Why am I mom goals? See, I've struggled with depression for as long as I've been a mom. I'm definitely in a better place now but had some very dark moments. I completely isolated myself and became really lonely. I felt worthless and had a lot of self doubt but also had an image of the ideal mom in my mind and pushed myself hard to be it but obviously was failing terribly because the problem is my kids don't need me to be the mom I strive to be. THEY JUST NEED ME TO BE ME!! And that is why I'm . I no longer strive to be perfect because perfectionism is only fear of being rejected or that you're not enough and I know to my kids I'm their entire world. I don't say this from a place of conformism but because we don't have to be anyone that is not us just to fit in. I thank God because through this journey of being a mom He has brought so much healing and has forced me to work on so many things and little by little I keep discovering how amazing life can really be.
Soo, why are you momgoals??
Also. Go follow my sister in law .co and check out her merch. I'm really loving this cozy sweater.
