27/01/2021
You deserve good things...
I remember being 13 years old, sitting on the trunk of my mom's car, crying hysterically.
It was partly because that was the age that depression first hit me, but sitting there, tears rolling down my face, snot running down my nose, I wasn't thinking about the things that were wrong in my life.
I was thinking about what was wrong with the lives of others.
What lingered most heavily in my head was the suffering of children in the world.
The children that were starving, the ones born with diseases. The ones that didn't have access to clean water.
I wondered, why me?
Why do I have so much?
Why do I deserve this life and they don't?
These were the types of questions I asked.
Through my healing journey I had to learn, that I STILL DESERVE GOOD THINGS, even though there are people suffering in this world.
Friend, I want you to know, in case you have any doubts, YOU DO DESERVE GOOD THINGS.
You DESERVE happiness.
You DESERVE love.
You DESERVE support.
You DESERVE whatever your heart desires.
PERIOD.
It doesn't matter what others have or don't have. That has nothing to do with you. Heal yourself. Heal your life. Remind yourself daily that you deserve all the good things.
Peace and love sweet friends.