05/03/2020
💉I’ve waited all day for my post.
💉 ZDoggMD asked today, March 5, doctors, nurses, healthcare workers speak up about vaccines, and use the following hashtag , , , .
I wrote this on my personal page about a year ago. And every word of it still stands now. At this moment.
💉 I am at the end of a lengthy well child visit. I talk to the parents about their children and give gentle guidance about what is to come. We discuss the importance of sunscreen, strangers, seat belts and wearing helmets. We converse about the importance of handwashing and we talk about what the parents should do when their amazing little child gets sick and has a fever. Towards the end of our visit, I bring out the vaccine information sheet and discuss the vaccines that the Centers for Disease Control recommend.
💉In that moment, I see hesitation. “I don’t think we are going to vaccinate."
💉In that moment, they will not see that my heart broke a little bit. 💔
Actually, more than a little bit. 💔💔
It actually broke a lot. 💔💔💔💔
💉In that moment, I heard the parent infer they do not trust that the vaccines are worth the risk. The minute risk of an adverse reaction. The falsities of the heightened risk of autism or increased risk of guillain-barré syndrome (please research!).
💉In that moment, I heard the parent infer they do not trust my recommendation for their child. If you have ever trusted me with the care of your children, you know I love every single of my patients like they are my own children. Not having this trust (or losing it) is one of the worst feelings a pediatric provider can have.
💉 In that moment, images flash in my head of the photographs of children with polio in Iron lungs, in ICUs with encephalopathy from measles or varicella, infants with pertussis that can not overcome the whooping cough, children infected with Hepatitis A or B and need liver transplants at the age of 10, or… images of my very own brother, at the age of 11, who had meningitis and still has disabilities to this day. The image of his body shutting down before my eyes will never be forgotten.
💉In that moment, I remember how thankful I am that my brother is alive and now there are vaccines to prevent what he went through and what our family went through in those 3 months of his surgery and recovery.
💉In that moment, I pray for the parent to reconsider. I pray for the desire to research how far we have come with reducing the amount of our children that contract and die from vaccine preventable diseases. I pray… I sincerely pray, that it does not take another child losing to a disease that could have been prevented in the first place. I pray... it is not their child.
💉In that moment, I do not roll my eyes. I will ask why. I will tell them my “why”. I will let them know all of my kids are vaccinated, on time, with no reactions. I will listen. I will give factual resources and references. I will EDUCATE. I will let them know I am here for them when and if they reconsider. Hopefully before it is too late.
💉In that moment, I search for a glimmer of hope. A glimpse of trust. A look of possible reconsideration.
In that moment... There it was. The parent asked. I answered. The parent trusted. My heart danced. We saved a life.
💉AND in that moment, It is worth it. It is why we are here and why we do what we do. We, your healthcare providers, will keep advocating for your child’s safety.
💉We will educate. We will answer your questions.
💉We . We . We .
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