06/02/2022
One verse into my Bible reading this morning and BAM! My world is shaken.
Yesterday I stopped after reading Gen 1 & 2 because it is a ‘good’ story. Everything is good. I had time to read more, but I intentionally stopped myself so I could sit in the goodness of God and the goodness of His creation. I knew what was coming - or I thought I did.
Gen 3:1
Now the serpent was more crafty than any of the wild animals the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden’?”
I’ve heard it a thousand times but for some reason after I read the first half of the verse I went to the footnotes to read what was there, blah, blah blah and then BAM…by causing the woman to doubt God’s Word…I was stilled. I thought of the rough, difficult and even dark times of my life and yes, so often in those places I was doubting God and His Word. I was not believing that He had good gifts for me (James 1:17), that He liked me (Zeph 3:17), that He was working good from the situation (Rom 8:28), that He hadn’t deserted me (Heb 13:5), that He would complete the work He started in me (Phil 1:6), etc.
This is why I find I need more and more of the Word of God - you can never have enough - the food that sustains, heals, gives life! I can easily doubt God and His Word if I am not regularly feasting on it. I need to know the truth in order to discern the lies. I do not want to fall prey to the great deceiver.
Where have you doubted God in your life?
There is no shame in doubt, there is victory in recognizing it, confessing it and embracing the truth.