11/07/2021
The true story behind my happy face, meet the real train of thought 👉🏻
PS. Enjoy the caption 😉
I've tried many magik diets, magic 10 day diets with fasting, pills, whitout any results, and I just gave up the fight with my obesity. In my soul I was always fighting with myself and after a big portion of food I was thinking " no worries, from tomorrow I will start again" , until the scale showed me nearly 100kg (1,5 - 2 kgs +/-). Then I was shocked and just trying to calm myself I told this is not true, I'm not that big...😆
To realise that I need to lose weight it took couple of months ( from November to June). Then I took the final decision and I told myself , I will find someone who can help me and if it's unsuccessful then I will choose the surgery. Do you need to take this decision?! Do You need to hate yourself from the bottom of your heart and to hate what you are seeing in the mirror every single day, to realise you can be a better you and to belive if not in yourself in someone who believes in you!
With this decision it starts a really long journey!
Everyone wants quick results and less effort but the truth is that 30- 40- 50 kg didn't came up in 1 or 2 month , you gain it in couple of years, so they need couple of years to loose them. In this month it's 2 years now when I started , and here I am. Ups and downs, crying, cheating, laughing, and struggling but they teach you to change your body and your mindset.
