31/05/2026
This may be a long one so bear with me.
Firstly I would like to thank my followers for being patient with me while, I have moved through a huge transition in my life.
I know I haven't given all that I have wanted to my followers in the past few years.
However, I didn't want to give half or a part of me, that's not how I work. If I can't give you all of me then I just won't give you anything.
To me, my business is built on authenticity, trust, and feeling safe, comforted and heard.
I wasn't able to give you that, as I wasn't able to give it to myself.
For the past few years, I have been moving through my own trauma, my old stories, my own limited beliefs.
Until I worked through them, I didn't feel I could give to you all.
I shut down myself and continued on my healing journey.
Over the past few years I have been working through my own childhood trauma, my abandonment, my fear my fight,flight,freeze,fawn.
I went back to working in the education department for security and to create a new way of learning for teachers and SSO, as I started to create a trauma program to share my knowledge and understanding about childhood challenges for children with trauma, ADHD and autism and how the brain was effected and how learning was a challenge for them.
As I started to move into this role, my family had a few big challenges, with my dad having his 8th heart attack and 6th heart surgery, my mum having another knee replacement and facing her trauma from the precious one.
To 9 weeks ago my husband was made redundant after 36 years of employment in the same job. We have faced many challenges over the past year.
We have decided to move to our forever home in the country, so cleaning up and decluttering after 25 years in this home, is very challenging and rewarding.
They say you can't pour from an empty cup, that sure was my case, I was trying to pour all of me when I had nothing to give myself, let alone anyone else.
This post is in no way a pity party or a story. Just fact which I wanted to share.
In all of this I decided last year to book an immersive experience in Bali. I knew from the second I said YES to me it was what my soul was calling for.
I had so much fear going into this holiday, but also new that what was about to transpire was going to be amazing.
I let go of the fear and control and moved into allowance and flow. What then come forward was a deep sense of peace for the first time in a very long time.
As we continued each day, I allowed even more, I beat my fears and walked through parts of Bali on my own and continued to accept every experience that was possible. From snorkeling in the ocean, going for drives in cars without seat belts or roofs. I learnt so much about myself.
Before I left Bali, I wanted to do one last thing- a water purification.
WOW WOW WOW.
I am so glad I stuck to my wishes and goals and continued to experience the flow and trust that whatever was meant for me is exactly what it was.
I AM BACK
BACK IN FLOW WITH THE DIVINE
BACK TO OFFER RETREATS
HEALINGS
COACHING
MENTORING
TEACHINGS
With so much gratitude in my heart and soul for you all.
I look forward to the remaining year and excited to see what the universe has instore for me next.
Without control, just allowance and flow.🫶🙌🙏🥰
