03/04/2023
S E A S O N S 🌊
It took courage to share this but power and vulnerability is a mission I live by in the work that I do. So here I am sharing.
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As my big raw heart opens up after layers upon layers of grief are shed…
The depth of strength here, after surviving the deepest betrayal, the hardest of heartbreaks, following a year of loss…
My heart was broken beyond a place I knew existed. Not just by a man I was in love with, a man who promised life, but a man I believed to be a true friend.
After losing two beautiful little souls who were not ready for this world (yet) and pulling myself back from the deepest place of grief…
I now stand here with my big heart, open and loving, as I know how rare it is to be here. To be alive. To get to take another breath!
Whatever this is; whatever we are. It is rare to be here.
Standing with my feet in the sand; how resilient I’ve had to be to survive… yet it doesn’t steer away for all the beauty that is continues to show up.
Coming back home to myself never to lose the love I constantly share with others.
I have been surrounded by people and light that inspires me to be the best person I can, even when I felt a path of darkness. I chose to follow the light.
Please know this…
No matter what others do, or how deeply they betray your trust and hurt you (no matter who they are to you)… all you can control is how you respond. As hurtful as some people chose to be, you have a choice…
It is never worth your energy to invest where energy is not appreciated.
So fight for your life. Fight for your energy. Fight for your love.
Showing up with kindness, love and respect (especially self respect) is what will give you the strength and power to thrive!
…I laugh, I play, I joke, I sing and I especially love those close to me… this smile is real because beyond hurt, beyond betrayal, beyond the heartbreaking lies… the universe showed truth.
So make sure when she does show up with truth, you listen 💫
To all those still here with me, always remember how unique and wonderful you truly are. Honestly, please know that!
Resilient or not… we all deserve kindness, love and truth.
Never settle for anything less than the world and never settle for someone who will won’t fight for your love, because you are so seen and so worthy ❤️
Thank you for being here.
Mahalia Jane
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