07/09/2026
I haven't recorded one of these for a little while.
This isn't really a teaching. It's more of a musing on where I find myself after seven years in my Human Design experiment, turning 50, deepening into my work as a therapist, and becoming increasingly interested in the space between knowing something about ourselves and actually experiencing it.
Because you can know your type.
You can know your profile, your centres, gates, channels, Gene Keys, astrology and all the beautiful language we use to understand ourselves.
But how do you actually experience yourself?
In this episode I talk about my own journey with Human Design, including the ways I once used the mechanics to explain my experience rather than actually meeting it. I explore what happens when we loosen our grip on the labels, get curious about what is really happening in our bodies and lives, and allow our lived experience to challenge what we've been told we are supposed to be.
There's some Reflector stuff in here. Some therapy stuff. Some third line f**k around and find out. Some thoughts about ageing, experimentation, friction, embodiment and the direction my work is moving in.
And perhaps the question underneath all of it is simply:
How are you meeting yourself?
I'm heading to Santa Fe shortly to be in space and share at High Desert Human Design, where I'll be exploring more of this space between knowing your design and actually living it.
For now, this is where I am.
I haven't recorded one of these for a little while.This isn't rea...