08/06/2026
When I first got involved in yoga and spirituality, I had this sense of the miraculous. Like everything I had ever thought about life and my own reason for being was no longer relevant.
It’s not that I had any outer guidance to tell me who I was, it was more that when I closed my eyes to meditate or floated out of a yoga class I felt freed from my self-doubt and self-criticism. Later when I’d studied with my mentor Alan Finger I learned and experienced meditation not as a focal point only accessible through practice but rather a state of being that was always there, I just needed to plug into it.
But even that, as miraculous as it was, didn’t prepare me for what came next. When I arrived in India and studied with my Vedanta master every one of the ideas I had developed over the last 25 years was challenged. Read more on my Substack link in stories or my bio