26/08/2026
Some people have come to me because they thought they were possessed, they weren’t. Well… not by what they thought they were!
They were actually in relationship with an initiating spirit that was calling them to a path. Activating and attempting to awaken dormant talents, abilities, gifts and ways of knowing. Leading them and their soul toward a path of evolution and transformation.
I have walked this terrain myself, have decades of lived experience and can often help recognise this initiatory map in others.
If we mistake the ally for an enemy, we push away something that is actually part of an initiation. I did this whenever my path got too difficult to handle, then would have to grovel back. Hello jaguar. Tail between my legs. Please take me back. You’re not the enemy. You are the revealer. And it’s me you are revealing. Shadow. Shame. Fear. Ego. Superiority. Inflation. Wounds. Distortions. What was threatening was my own shadow, the dark, disowned parts and then the gold. How could i possibly try to own that.
The consequence of misinterpretation can be profound. Let that sink in. Because the thing you think you need to get rid of is actually the thing trying to lead you somewhere!
Before we decide if something needs to be removed, released or banished we first need to understand what it is we are actually encountering.
This is why I place such importance on accurate discernment. Not everyone has developed that level of discernment or walked this type of spirit led path. And this kind of discernment takes time, lived experience, testing, deep study and, in my view, a willingness to continually question our own interpretations and have the ally reveal more of itself to us.
Whilst things may look or present similar on a surface level, the roots can be very, very different.
The initiate needs to learn to recognise, relate to and eventually work with the spirit presence rather than simply trying to eradicate as an unknown enemy or demand power from it. These beings are relational, can see you better than you can see yourself and will test you. Many times over.
Like most of us, we want it and we want it now. But this work takes time. Purification. Purification. Transformation. Did I say purification. So many want to sell the dream of the magic wand and boom you are a channel. Seer. Oracle. Discernment matters profoundly in spiritual work.
It took me seven, almost eight years to open, clear and stabilise a channel for this work. Before a secondary channel opened up. That’s a long time. And perhaps I’m slow. I can live with that. Opening is not the same as being clear.
seeing is not the same as discerning.
You can be incredibly sensitive and still misinterpret what you’re perceiving.
You can have profound experiences and still have your own wounds, fears, desires, projections, inflation, unresolved material and conditioning woven through what you see.
True work takes time. It takes humility. It takes purification. It takes confronting your own s**t.
Again and again.
The clearer the vessel, the greater the responsibility.
As spirit have told me many times, opening is only the beginning.
