22/06/2024
I received a notification that someone shared this post I wrote over 2 years ago.
Still as relevant Now as it was then.
WHAT IS the AWAKENING ?
HOW WILL I KNOW if I’M AWAKE??
Awakening is the moment you begin to ask yourself who am I?
Awakening is the moment you awaken one day and everything in your world and being feels different and you just don’t know why ?
Awakening is the moment when you’re with friends or family and suddenly you become aware you don’t feel the same with them as you have previously. Somethings different The conversations have changed somehow , you hear things you’ve not heard before that don’t resonate anymore. What was funny or you agreed with somehow don’t match up anymore.
Awakening is when people judge you and tell you you’ve changed or they now make fun of you and or your new and different choices.
Awakening is when those around you who you were once close to now try to bring you down or try to get you to realign with their beliefs once again. Others feel different around you. They may ask you what’s changed or different with you 🤔
Awakening is the moment or moments when a part of you deep within , feelings , knowings you’ve never really noticed or listened to before begin to grab your attention. Gut feelings are validated , synchronicity appears in your world.
Awakening is a moment where you may suddenly feel very alone , even withinin longstanding partnerships , where beliefs and values may have shifted for you literally overnight.
Awakening is a moment where you question your sanity, your thoughts and feelings as they may have shifted so far lateral from all and those that you once held dear deep within your being and world
Awakening is where what was taken for granted common ground has now opened up creating a chasm of varying degrees between your old sense of self and those attached to your old self
Awakening is constantly questioning yourself ? Querying if you’re going crazy. Should I just revert to my old ways. Life was easier
Awakening is experiencing both the highs and the lows ..... and again and again. Layers that must be peeled
Awakening is realising never to say ‘ well I’ve done / completed that ‘ you are an onion of many layers to be awakened to
Awakening is the moment you know deep within you can’t go ‘back ‘ to the old in most or any way shape or form . You may try , but it just doesn’t fit anymore. You don’t fit the old
Awakening can be the moment you want to just curl up in a ball , the foetal position and simply retreat from the world
Awakening can be moments of such deep anxiety and depression you feel all would be easier at times for both you and those around you if you chose just to leave this earth.
Awakening can be moments where you burst into tears for no reason whatsoever , at the shops at the traffic lights. You just know you have to let go and release then and there. You simply cannot stop the flow
Awakening is the moment where you feel either you personally or your immediate world is collapsing and falling apart
Awakening is recognising your need to control all aspects of all that’s collapsing. You are journeying into all aspects of your shadows and fear and you simply want to run and retreat. But you can’t and you don’t. You may stall things for a while , divert , resist but eventually the heart is calling you back into the awakening mode once again.
Awakening is a moment you decide or know it’s time to take back your power. You see people , old patterns and games and or situations when you just know it’s time. Game over.
Awakening again is the questioning and Re questioning of who the hell am I ??? And daring to look within the self.
Awakening is and are moments of screaming at spirit , God whatever name and stating ‘ that’s it ! I’ve had enough’ and yes yiu eventually continue the journey.
Awakening is the moment where you choose to recognise that yelling at yourself , judging you and being frustrated at you for stuffing up or not knowing is of no assistance to your greater plan or picture. Choosing how you respond instead of react is far more empowering and useful to you creating a much more heart inspired path.
Awakening is a moment of free will and choosing to take action , make different choices that support you Now.
Awakening is the realisation of your true power and creator ship
Awakening is a moment of seeing your games of suppression through guilt and shame and daring to work on such emotions and where they’ve come from and why you’ve allowed them.
Awakening is the moment when you wake up are are instead grateful for the new dawn
Awakening is the moment when you look at nature through different eyes , feeling a deeper sense of renewal, connection and clarity youve not truly recognised or felt before.
Awakening is the moment you’re grateful to the opportunity of living life here on earth in all its presentations
Awakening is the moment you see or hear things you’ve not heard or felt before and feel the need to research for yourself no longer feeling the need to digest all you’re being shown and told.
Awakening is the moment of simply knowing that ‘things’ be it one or many on offer must change Now. Even when you don’t know how ?
Awakening is a Now moment of ‘seeing ‘ , feeling things within the self you haven’t known before or recognised.
Awakening may simply be a moment or an overwhelming moment in which you get to experience new sensations be it brief or sustained such as joy , peace , health , success , abundance , synchronicity , gratitude
Awakening can be a moment of no thingness but every thing ness in the same moment.
Awakening can literally be an out of I this world moment or a deep all IS within me moment
Please add your awakening IS moment to this list.
The path of Awakening is not one road fits all. It’s not a journey of waking up and knowing everything.
It’s literally a personally journey into the self through the shadows and light , peaks and troughs , deception and Truth discovering moment by moment what feels right for you.
Such beliefs and knowings will continue to change as they must. Because the infinite journey into ones true enlightened and lovelight self is an endless discovery and reclamation of aspects that awaits each and all on offer in direct accordance with ones divine soul plan.
Our greatest awakening moments can and do occur when we least expect them and usually don’t present in grandeur ways
Judge no thing and no one.
We are unique and individuated souls of gods creator being.
Being willing to Be and see with loving open eyes and with gratitude in your heart truly expedites your way.
We’re all in this together as we awaken.
Seek the souls who have come to walk alongside you offering their knowings , their truths , their deepest support
And then discern all and discern some more.
You’ve got this.
Spirit says ‘ it’s absolutely ok to sink down into the hole , just don’t stay there. ‘
You are all the answers you seek and are waiting for.
Let patience , time and self love be your guiding voice.
I hope these words offer truth and comfort to all who may be in need of hearing them.
Much love and light
Maree.
💜💗💛💙💫💫💫
