Health for Life

24/10/2024

No more waiting !!

Woohoo 🙌

Exciting!

About to board for our Mediterranean cruise on Richard Branson Cruise ship, Scarlet Lady!

Had a fantastic time exploring Athens, the history, culture, archaeology..

The highlight most certainly was blessed to visit Delfin where all global decisions were made using heart, mind, soul & Mother Gaia & created 2000 years ago.. the most spiritual place & was blessed to give an offering in the cave which is known for the spiritual connection ..

Most certainly my kind of place for sure .

So many photos ..

I’ll try share ..

Heading to cruise terminal now!

Let’s go!

Live the life you deserve & desire .. if I can .. Yucan2

Ps our beautiful Bree is getting better each day .. still in hospital so if you could spare her some ❤️ , positive energy her way still, we’d be super grateful..

Had so much positive progress coincidentally just after the incredible private global healing session for her & the spiritual Indian ceremony the very next day where they also collectively sent positive energy & love ❤️ to her after their wonderful chanting, meditation & Indian dancing ceremony all day .. they had her photo & sent her energy..

So grateful as this has allowed us to head away, take time & enjoy..

18/10/2024

Are you someone whose undergone or undergoing stress & noticing the negative affects on your body ?

Me too ..

What if there is a natural product that could help restore the calm & help restore your nervous system & any negative affects enabling you to feel revived, renewed, youthful , energetic & yet calm again even if still in chaos .. would you run to get your hands on that product ?

I’m so glad I did too !!

Many of you know that I’m literally going through the most stressful time of my life & yet feel calm despite losing hope so many times ..

I’ve sadly been in fight flight most of my life as a result from many tragedies endured..

I’ve learnt so much & gained so much wisdom but I was starting to feel tired & worn out ..

Previously I was consciously working diligently on healing my nervous system a number of ways as i recognised that was the problem, to help end these horrendous patterns of tragedy I was experiencing ..

I believe energy is everything & we absolutely attract things into our life so it didn’t make sense as I’m super optimistic, so my research into healing has led to healing my nervous system to be a big key to ending these ancestral patterns..

I would diligently go to hot cold contrast therapy a few times a week & was benefiting, however this required a lot of time .

Since taking this product, I was in recovery myself from major surgery & could not immerse in water & then sadly enduring this tough time we are experiencing once again ..

Wow

During my surgery I had loads of huge complications that compromised my life in which I had high fevers for a long time which burnt any fat stores I had ..

I didn’t commence this product to burn the fat necessarily despite hearing all the positive results from others experiences, but more so to help my nervous system & boom 💥

I’m feeling amazing, youthful, energetic & alive , even in this storm our family is still in !

Thats such a gift in itself & allows me to concentrate on the job at hand .. the outcome we desire !

Thank you 🙏 so much Mother Nature & her gifts & her ability to heal the human body!

This is extracted & patent pending & Im sure you will want to try it for yourself as it’s an absolute game changer!

Send me a pm if you are slightly curious & I’ll happily send some information..

For me .. I’m so glad I tried for myself as honestly, I was getting so worn out & tired from the life I was suffering & now have such a compelling future!

And … and that’s a big and …

Just heard back from my haematologist as I was having to have iron every 3 months due to the complications in my organs & Best news ever !!

NO MORE IRON INFUSIONS required!!!!

It would have come from all the surgeries & complications where so much bad stuff was removed from my body I wasn’t even aware of so like a massive DETOX!

So now taking this product helps to enhance & sustain this AMAZING health I now have once again & I honestly could not be happier !

You deserve all of that also ..

Yucan2

16/10/2024

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8 Days & counting !

So need this European vacation ..

Excited & sad at same time ..

We will have to do it all over again another time with our beautiful Bree ..

Let’s get this party 🎉 started Jacqueline Elizabeth x

11/10/2024

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08/10/2024

Ugh, customer service these days can be so frustrating, can't it?

As you know, our poor daughter Bree has been in the hospital for what feels like forever now. And on top of that stress, we've been dealing with some issues with our internet at home. A few weeks ago, I scheduled an appointment to have the technicians come upgrade us to a faster NBN connection. Now, I should have known something would go wrong, because they couldn't even give me a specific time for when they'd arrive - just a 4-hour window. And then they said it would take another 2-4 hours for them to actually complete the work.

Well, little did I know that the day they were supposed to come, Bree would be in such a critical state at the hospital. So instead of being by her side, I had to sit at home and wait for these technicians. And you know what happened? When the 4-hour window was almost up, I called to check on them, and they told me they weren't even on their way yet! Then, 45 minutes after the original appointment time, I get a message saying they couldn't come at all because of "technician shortages." Are you kidding me?! They had all that lead time to at least let me know and reschedule, but nope, they just left me hanging.
I was so frustrated. Here I am, trying to juggle my daughter's health crisis and our family's needs, and this company just completely disregards me as a customer. It's like they didn't even care that I had to miss precious time with Bree because of their poor planning and communication. Teach people how to treat you, right? I ended up insisting they give me a 30-minute heads up before the rescheduled appointment next week, so I don't get stuck waiting around again.

You know, as a business owner myself, I pride myself on providing top-notch customer service. It's just mind-boggling to me how some companies can be so careless and dismissive of their clients, especially in sensitive situations. I'm glad I was able to eventually speak my truth and get them to acknowledge their mistake, but the whole experience left me feeling so neglected and disrespected.

Anyway, I just had to vent about this.

I know you understand how important it is to put customers first, and this is a prime example of how not to do it. I'm hoping the rescheduled appointment goes more smoothly, but man, it's been a real test of my patience. Thanks for listening - it helps to know I'm not alone in my frustration with the state of customer service these days. Onward and upward, right?

Yucan2

28/09/2024

Wow, this evening I felt so grateful to resume normal life again after recent events & had a beautiful friends birthday dinner at her home and it was just around the corner from our home so I went and visited and we were having a lovely catch up…
During the evening I looked at the salad dressing and I’m not sure why as I don’t have any allergies I am aware of ..
I looked at the ingredients and it said Sesame seed oil which was delicious but I’d never seen it before …
Little did I know the reason for that until later…
we were having a lovely time having dinner at the table as I noticed my friend and she started to get a little bit quiet and complained of her tummy cramping & in pain & it came on quite quickly..
she started to progress & show the signs that she had a rash and started to swell amongst other symptoms as well as nausea, loose motions & wanting to be sick!
Thankfully I immediately recognised & acted quite quickly asking if she has anaphylaxis & if so, what was she allergic to?
I asked if it was nuts to which she said yes ..
I knew our night was turning out differently as they were planning on heading out dancing .. I was going to head home then as not able as still in recovery mode ..
She had never told me before & so I was unaware of her anaphylaxis ..
Thankfully she had an epipen as I noticed she was deteriorating..
Her face was swelling more & she was unable to open her eyes but her airway was still open however her breathing was becoming laboured ..
One of my friends with me was trained by me & was aware of what to do but let me take the lead & my other beautiful friend had never heard of anaphylaxis before and was unaware of the severity & that it not treated is life threatening..
We had the pen ready ..
As her tongue was tingly & starting to swell I called 13Health to ask if now was the time to give her the pen as she started to get dizzy & deteriorate further ..
I’m certain quite confronting for my friend who has never heard & therefore didn’t know what to do .
As I administered the pen, I used it as a teaching opportunity for my friends as they found it hard to believe how quickly everything was happening!
I passed my friends resources I have available for free on my website in charts & ask them to become familiar & check out my website to become familiar with all the free resources available as well as opportunities to carry out First Aid training online for a portion of the cost for those that don’t have the requirement to purchase the First Aid Certificate!
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We were advised to call 000 for an ambulance or get her to the hospital as soon as possible…
We drove her whilst I could be with her monitoring for the short drive to the Robina Emergency Hospital, where Bree usually works!
Thankfully when we arrived the she was triaged quickly & many Doctors & Nurses assessed her straight away and are now monitoring her…
I am proud now knowing that I helped save yet another life this evening reminding us once again of the preciousness of life & how quickly unexpected incidents can happen that can compromise your life !
I’m sure she is grateful I could be there & take on the leadership role when she wasn’t able as my quick reaction most certainly is what saved her & despite not being well myself & not having an opportunity to recover myself etc, eventhough I’m still not moving around too much myself, I can see now how I was divinely meant to be there, read the ingredients of the salad dressing bottle in which I’ve never done before & could recognise & act when needed to help save another friends life !
I was able to educate other friends along the way & show them the importance of First Aid training on preserving lives & one is already a client whilst other is seeing the importance & going to book in with me ..
I have been banging my tambourine now for over 17 years after an incident that occurred where I was blessed to be able to save our sons life not once but other times & it was this that caused me to give up a 17 year career , pivot , use the media influence I had to share my story & become an expert, even when I wasn’t aware how to create a Business!!
My reason why of sharing my stories, lived experiences & wisdom gained as well as lessons to help others avoid the suffering was bigger than my why not & everything I needed came attracted to me effortlessly with grace & ease to be able to make my impact & make this life count ..
I’m proud of what I have created and using all of my lived combined with the mindset I’ve used during incidents ensures a thorough understanding through stories & my clients are empowered & are compelled to provide google reviews as to how much they’ve learnt & how confident they feel ..
We never ever expect incidents to happen and they could happen in a moments notice so encourage everyone if you have not done a First aid training course, I encourage you to do one or refresh skills .
Details on what we offer & how to book are available in the above website as well you can reach out via our contact page so we can respond..
There are now lots of people in community with anaphylaxis so it’s important now more than ever ..
Our night could have been a whole lot different otherwise!
We spent time at the hospital with our friend instead relishing on how grateful & how lucky 🍀 we are !
My dear friend is now spending the night in hospital as they monitor her for secondary complications with anaphylaxis…
I’m so proud that I could do this for her and save another friends life and most certainly it is not something that I planned particularly after my recent events with our family!
Reminder, If you have anaphylaxis and you can be exposed to the triggers, it’s really important that you advise the people that you’re with if there is any opportunity you could be exposed & ask if they are familiar with how to give an epipen or Anapen depending on which one you have & ask if they are trained & if not share how to administer whilst advising the severity & how it could compromise your life if you are unable to do it yourself like this evening so they are aware & can assist you otherwise your life could easily be compromised!
I’m sure my friend realises now the importance of this evening & most certainly needs to buy a lotto ticket!
My friends pens have been used and so she will be discharged with two new pens tomorrow in case she has another reaction!
What a night!
I saved many lives now & with the tips & tools available through the training, Yucan2

Happy Birthday beautiful Fiona
Speedy recovery ❤️‍🩹 beautiful Tania Lucas (you owe me a drink or lotto ticket or something ha ha)
So nice to see you beautiful Sarah Hammond as always xx

27/09/2024

Cannot believe it!
Yesterday afternoon It was Home day for Bree!!

WHAT A FEELING!

I honestly cannot even believe it myself as to how much her body has responded & so quickly, once everything was sorted, considering what her journey has been ?

Each time, with the complications that arose, intuitively she relayed her thoughts that were accurate & this time her team listened, the processes now allowed escalation by the Nurses if the Doctors had a different opinion which then caused investigations so she could then be helped!

Eventhough it was difficult as she was in severe pain & frustrated when going through the times of not feeling heard, & then receiving the care she needed was still full on, but she recovered!

Never underestimate intuition & it’s comforting to know that this is available for others to commence investigations if not receiving care you think appropriate, whilst in a Qld Health hospital & that’s what we helped changed through advocating previously!

How proud & blessed it was available for us to benefit from!

There is a process in place.. it’s not easy I’ll admit as of course they dismiss everything initially but by being persistent, calm & assertive with the truth, eventually in our case, they finally invited us to a board meeting last December where Bree could share her experience then as a health professional, knowing the care she needed not only intuitively but also with her knowledge & the helplessness she felt when not receiving until I escalated the care by then calling Ryan’s Rule which helped save her life then ..

Of course there’s lots of trauma from experiencing that for all of the family but I just couldn’t allow others to experience that which is why I put in the initial complaint, I like to call it feedback as it sounds better as I not only shared the negative experiences with possible recommendations from a Mums point of view but also complimented positive things ..

I didn’t feel heard, valued & felt dismissed which is why I didn’t give up (determination is a gift I possess) & that’s what helped change for others to also benefit to escalate care when needed to help preserve life ..

Yes you don’t get payed & yes it’s difficult & an emotionally draining time where you feel there is no reward however the reward is the knowledge you affected change & that gives strength to know you can do it again ..

there are more times from our experiences other times where the process is happening waiting for my response .

I could easily just ignore it as it’s hard & almost did however this time the care we benefited from because, made me realise I have a responsibility to continue, even when it’s hard & so I will ..

The Universe always has your back & rewards in a different currency always as it doesn’t always have to be about exchange of money for time spent ..its a volunteer role yet again but I’ve received way more than any Mum can expect in receiving the care we needed this time to help make it a little easier to help our gorgeous girl & that’s the gift that actually doesn’t have a price !

Once given what it needs, the human body is absolutely amazing…

It’s been a long & exhausting journey once again ..

We are so grateful for the wonderful care that we did receive from the nurses,the doctors and the surgeons…
We celebrate her coming home and there is no better place to recover then in your own bed, at your own home , in your own surroundings with those you love…
Thanks again for all the love support and prayers over this time…
You’ve no idea just how much it meant to us over this time and how much it gave us the strength and Hope to overcome this challenging time and restore certainty back to us again…

Now it’s time for recovery!

We are reminded once again the preciousness of life & how much our health is our wealth!

Yucan2

26/09/2024

This truck passed me yesterday & I was amazed as it went to the same place I was going for me to ground, breathe & feel the beauty of Mother Nature, waking in the water 💦 at Palm Beach 🏝️ before heading to the Hospital..

At that time we had experienced some wins indicating things we were changing for us however still some uncertainty..

This again was a sign I could have easily missed in the busyness of life which was a truck carrying water 🚿 pipes ?

What’s the chances again ?

Represented Running Water 💦 yet again & flow ..

We can choose to put different meanings to anything whatsoever.. I’m so grateful to see the sign for me that’s optimistic everything which gives me hope as another person would just say it’s just a truck 🛻 he he

Also, I know that some will get this meaning that are evolved because I've just had my post surgery appointment with my specialist who was bamboozled as to the unexpected chaos that was happening inside my body she encountered unexpectedly and she was blown away as to why I wasn't in extreme pain and she said to my husband Matt , you have a strong wife here and he said I know ..

they did all the tests and everything came back benign ..

What a relief!

there was so much mess there she was so concerned and also with the high temperature spikes & infections, that I had as well ..

She was bamboozled as it all disappeared and there was no source and she's not sure where it went or what happened ?

I'm reminded that my guides & angels are around me as well as so many aligned souls in this lifetime..

Im so protected..

My guides are all around me & it wasn't my time to go!

what an absolute blessing & realisation I’m so protected & have learnt so much & gained so much wisdom as well as experienced grace flowing in ..

This has been such a tough time in history for us.

We've conquered so nothing is ever bigger than us & will never hold us back as we prepare to also bring our baby home soon ..

What a feeling with loads of tears ..

God chooses his toughest soldiers to experience to awaken their gifts they didn’t even know they had & I understand now & after perturbation comes massive success to make our impact , leave legacies, be the change & make this life count but for now ill take my cape off & finally recover with our baby, enjoy quality time in what’s important & get excited for our upcoming holiday sailing the Greek islands, drinking pina colada’s to celebrate 🍾

Anything that comes our way we know we can overcome and that is through grace of God thank you so much…

Yucan2

25/09/2024

There's been so many synchronicities over this time through the animals & nature that have provided so much hope in the huge uncertainty & then celebrations ..
So many..
I've taken photos, gotten meanings & feeling so protected & loved ..
I know it's not me but the work I do each day, even when hard inconvenient & have continued to do & the trust & faith for these divine signs as our beautiful daughter & my bond is so strong ..
During the uncertainty I had so many beautiful intuitive friends reach out & provide guidance through love ❤️ & I trusted ..
There is one in particular that despite being busy running his huge Business as well as being a loving husband & Dad, we spoke during my time in hospital as well as this time & my word throughout this is trust as I'm reminded of humility, gratitude, communication, calm through assertiveness, no judgement of people whatsoever of system failures but love & strength to know how to create change effectively as has been done by us through our lived experiences & we've benefited & it reminds me of my responsibility morally & not to take responsibility to fix but to advocate & offer feedback to help others through our own lived experiences & in doing so, just what would love ❤️ do?
This beautiful soul tuned in & saw an incident in past ancestral which made so much sense as to a pattern..
He didn't have the time to assist me but he reminded me of who I am & whats possible..
I doubted my own abilities to do myself & had planned to ask my beautiful awakened therapist to assist, however complications arose which forced me to use the tools I know so well & use often on others effectively that what if I gave myself a break, removed those chains, trusted myself & did it anyway & not gave my powers away ?
So whilst selfcare on a walk, I made the conscious decision to use the tools I knew through breath, meditation, breathwork, change personal history & replacing with more empowering attributes to change , being on a rant amongst our hills, the trees listening to binaural beats & what I witnessed was nothing short of miraculous by being mindful & grateful & excited like a little child witnessing & immersing in this magical wonder ..
All of it had meaning & showed flow .. wow
That's exactly what I needed during that time as through that choice it gave me strength, hope & I reflect now & think I could have focused on what's wrong & our beautiful daughter in major surgery or I could choose that & there were so many blessings..
When we saw her afterwards, she looked amazing & we could not believe it, nor could her friend who she used to work with, after she'd seen her last Saturday..
Her Dad, her & I even did laps around the ward, more than ever before & were quite cautious but trusted her & her excitement & gratitude..
That's grace right there & this morning for the first time ever, she sent a message to say she had a great night, slept, felt amazing & is excited to have another tube removed today that's been in her nasal gastric area ?
Perspective is such a beautiful thing ..
One person complains about sore foot & inability to put shoe on when another has no arms & legs ..
Humility is also another gift as the signs from mother nature, animals , trees etc were nothing short of miracles that provided so much hope for me during this time….many say woo woo
I say bring it on & it truly did help us conquer this uncertainty or for me & the gift was last night watching Avatar with my wonderful husband, Matt, finally having comfort to take this time to relax together upon his request & now so much more perspective & relatability ..
Was truly remarkable as it's his favourite movie & I could see the marine guy seeking to understand this beautiful girl & what she sees .. magical & can so relate ..
Wow
Such a gift
And .. once again my water 💦 bottle leaked through my car, I past a Macaw 🦜 bird on a lady's shoulder randomly this morning & the traffic which usually is blocked & busy, flowed ..
Wow
There's so much more & it'll all go into my programs as I share & help others see & manifest the possibilities during what they think is impossible!!
I have the platforms to do this & there's many programs from this & previous experiences that I have a responsibility to share ..
I've taken so many notes & will make the time, maybe not now but maybe after we've taken our time out to celebrate many things coming up whilst on our European cruise that was continuing to give us hope ..
Thank you 🙏 for all the love, blessings & support over this trying time ..
We just cannot reflect the gratitude & just what it meant for our family..
Have a beautifully blessed day
Tam 💋
Running Water 💦

21/09/2024

Please continue the prayers..



We just had a Tough day yesterday..

We’d fought due to past complications to escalate care when needed not just for us but for others when life becomes compromised whilst in Hospital..
That allows the Nurses & Doctors to call a Met call when needed which ensures Doctors & Nurses come from everywhere to investigate with the view to be able to provide adequate care & solutions to help the patient ..

Yesterday Bree had 2 met calls in a 24 hour period..

It’s been a really rough road..

We are grateful & because of this, feel much more supported this time, than in the past where I’ve had to call Ryan’s Rule to receive the same care ..

To be part of all of this & see your baby deteoriate is not easy at all, but then of course, even harder for her having to go through it all ..

For some reason it happens usually later in the day or weekends when there are more junior staff ..

Her General surgeon who was there for the 2 Metcalls is so young & yet so dedicated & so willing to do whatever it takes to help Bree & she looks a similar age ..

She’s trying to help us as much as she can as the pain relief also hasn’t been scratching the sides ..

Bree has a PCA line in again with strong pain relief for now in the hope she can get some much needed sleep which most certainly will have a positive effect until they come up with the next plan ..

She has another partial blockage caused by so much inflammation from all the past traumas our beautiful girl has been through..

I’m trying hard but also quite traumatised again & so will also engage in more healing once through all of this once again ..

I’m grateful that by putting in our complaint & feedback February 2023 & being persistent even when felt dismissed, I’m grateful we now get to experience the extra care needed ourselves & proud of us advocating to ensure this happens for others ..

We understand there are loads of people needing care & not enough resources & staff are being pushed to extreme to help patients but causing the escalation when needed truly does help the patient & family have that peace of mind especially when more experts can discuss various options with the family & the patient in an attempt to receive a better outcome ..

I have another complaint in from a different department where processes do need to change in an attempt to help the patients & again has been through our lived experiences & I was recently going to let it go as didn’t feel I had the energy to continue & respond & be persistent, however more lives lost in other hospitals over things that could have been avoided have reminded me of my responsibility & my identity of who I am & by not continuing, lives will be compromised & then morally how does that make me feel & how could I live with knowing I have the very story that could help create more change to help more people avoid the suffering, leave legacies & make this life count & so during this time, experiencing what we helped bring about, experiencing the comfort it’s helped provided & the hope in this time where we once again feel helpless , its reminded me what’s possible even when we think it’s impossible!

Like the starfish story once again . It takes just one person ..

And I did see a starfish a little while ago whilst mindfully walking in the water at the beach & that is not a common occurrence & that has reminded me of what’s possible & to continue as my impact can & already has created a ripple effect, bigger than I can even imagine..

So when I have time I will respond, not to create drama or judge but to help others avoid suffering especially if they aren’t as strong ..

I’m strong but I’ve learnt to be calm & yet assertive & that’s the attributes needed to get help ..

Breathwork allows us to get into that space even when uncertainty shows up …

It’s with us always & learning to breath deeply through breathwork has been an absolute gold nugget for me ..

I’m trying to offer feedback from a Mums point of view to help change processes so better experience is gained as doing same thing over & over & expecting a different result is the definition of insanity ..

I do this in anything I do & in fact feedback from my clients in my Businesses even have helped gain better outcomes for my clients so it’s no different here & in fact anything we do ..

it’s crucial & I remember the metcalls actually remind me of Masterminds I’ve run & have always been part of in Business as each person has different life experiences & therefore can offer different perspectives to gain a better outcome & that’s the gift 💝 ..

Napolean Hill introduced this idea & it’s so effective & should not be any different here either as we strive to be our best version..

What we’ve experienced yet again, amplified because of my own complications leading up & meant to be in recovery, is distressing & will require healing as mentioned but right now we are still in it, still in our back hat moment & if you could spare some more prayers once again we will be so grateful..

God gives his toughest soldiers big obstacles as he knows we will learn, gain wisdom & share to give it meaning & also prepares us for what is to come which I live in so much hope ..

As we are reminded by the synchronicities we’ve seen & experienced during this time yet again, we are protected & we just need to continue to have faith to follow this divine guidance & be lead from our heart ❤️

She has been So distressed & screaming in level 10 pain …

It’s really hard to witness & Im trying so hard to be strong & Id just take it away & have it myself & that would help me more but that’s not the case & cannot happen ..

its her journey, she’s experiencing & as her Mum ..

there are many times I feel so helpless but I’m also proud I could be here for her to offer support as well as grateful the rest of our little family can be too ..

that fills me with pride as I reflect in wonder, if I would have had same support if given this big journey too ?

I know for one my dear Pop would have tried his best with what he had but it was also a different time & he had to work to provide for us so I know he would not have been able…

me helping our beautiful girl is like me reparenting my little girl also which is a huge part in this healing process as I feel the love & arms wrap around & feel safe amongst the uncertainty & that is what I’m grateful for to provide our beautiful daughter..

Times are different, we are resourceful & understand we can earn from multiple streams without trading time for money & that has provided the freedom for me to be able to be there whereas my Pop didn’t have that same opportunity so that’s another gratitude as it’s important to take the wins & beauty, even in the chaos as it’d always there ..

Tubes back in for now as we manoeuvre this next phase & again so much gratitude for the changes we have experienced this time to help provide certainty in this uncertain time ..

The care towards Bree & us has been so empathetic & at times hasn’t been easy & very traumatic to watch but we know it’s necessary..

Please keep prayers coming..

Thank you 🙏

It is helping ..

With so much gratitude…