11/08/2026
I have two children and I had two stressful, even traumatic pregnancies- (I’m pretty tough so I don’t use that word lightly).
After the birth of my daughter I was really happy to have pregnancy behind me in a sense and I felt that two children for me would be it. But around my daughters 1st birthday I started to feel like someone else wanted to be here. Obviously, we have free will and we don’t need to venture into another pregnancy if it’s not for us- but none the less I listened- I got curious.
During meditation, I asked this energy to send me a sign of communication. I instantly saw blue birds. That night in a dream I opened a suit case and blue birds flew out. In the coming days and months that were sent to me frequently and in various forms.
Still on the fence as to whether I had the capacity to raise another child (well) I asked for a sign that would be so obvious and strange and goose bump worthy that I could not deny it.
A few days later Rae had something caught in her hair. As I untangled it and opened it up, I found a part of a sticker- a little blue bird stared back at me. I lost my breath and was covered in goosebumps. I knew in that moment this was meant for me.
6 months later I ventured on a journey that would see me conceive my little blue bird. The funny thing about capacity is it expands and sometimes your children know what you’re made of even from other realms. I trust my children and I trust their guidance. I trust their choice in mother.
This pregnancy has been much easier, even healing.
I’m excited to meet little blue 💙
