28/03/2026
This is all so true, but no one would believe me if I told them. Im damaged cognitively by the long term stress, and have problems learning new things, concentrating now , but I hold my head up high, Im nice to everyone, always was anyway, even the ones hes brainwashed abd dont let him see the damage or hurt, because it would make him feel hood to see me fail or struggle. Ive let ho of most people that were in my life, and visa versa. He destroyed my hood name with his lies, twisting the truth and absolute fabrication and stories. I never knew people like him existed. I ho to counselling and am told he chose me because of my Syrian sense of empathy abd my giving nature. He targeted me for whst he could het from me, not as a potential life partner. At the end he told me that he never loved me. I believe thst because of the way he treated me, and then blamed me to everyone. Told them things about me, that a dually mirrored his behaviour. I will never be the same happy go lucky person that i once was again. I have moments, but I dont trust people anymore because of him. I once trusted everyone. I once had an open heart. That part of me has hone forever.