12/09/2026
This question has really shaken things up for me.
I’ve strongly believed that part of my path in this life is to help people. Everything I do, or plan to do or create, is somehow about helping people.
And I genuinely feel that I care.
I believe human life is hard. When someone is suffering, I feel connected to their pain because I can see how difficult life can be. And for some reason, I feel called to bring some light into that person’s life if I can.
But my main tikkun, my soul correction, is low self-worth.
And recently, while listening to a podcast from David Ghiyam, something he said made me question something I’ve been so sure about.
Do I really want to help people because this is who I am and what my soul wants?
Or is it my tikkun?
Because if I help people, they’re going to like me because I helped them.
And if my tikkun is low self-worth, how do I know that somewhere underneath all of this I’m not still looking for approval, trying to be liked or trying to feel worthy?
That really shook me.
Because when I go deep inside myself and ask what I’m really trying to do, I genuinely feel that I do it from the bottom of my heart. I really care.
But is it really that?
Or is it just another conditioning that one day I will see differently?
I don’t have the answer.
And maybe that’s the part I’m sitting with right now.
Where is the truth?
What do I really want from life?