26/05/2026
That space where change is transiting
I've got a lot going on; time and space have blended into a seamless constant flux.
Anyway, with it all in flux, life is flipping and shifting, and all comfortable labels that brought security, identity, and purpose are now recalibrating.
Relationship, accommodation, employment, finance, nothing is as it was mere months before.
This transitioning space is suffocating, smothering, freeing, intimidating, full of potential, fear and anxiety, hopefulness, consternation, confusion, overwhelm, barely clarity, inner reflection, at times - an emptiness while I'm looking for the next descriptor.......
So what is it to change, to transition, to transform?
I am loving the word alchemy lately. To alchemise opens space to feel and shift, to exist and release, to reflect and transmute.
Too long, holding it in, pushing it down, placing it on the back burner until I get time, burying it or ignoring it clearly aren't the way to balance and alignment.
Holistic Well-being... took me a long time to feel this phrase is the one for me, for Nao Wellbeing. I trained in HoloBody Coaching and began to embrace terminology for Holistic Health, bringing sleep, purpose and connection to the table when it comes to feeling well. Yet I couldn't feel the vibe of 'Health Coach'. I just couldn't. It is too big to simplify. Too broad to make finite. I love HoloBody for the spectrum it covers and the delivery that instils sovereignty and empowerment.
Gently moving on from a sidenote ramble, I bring it full circle. A life of repeating patterns and habits that have worked and not worked is what we look to when we want different outcomes for the life we find ourselves living. We may be dissatisfied, may feel lethargic, and may want more than we see when we look in the mirror.
Change is a space.
Take the time to be in it.
FEEL it.
Acknowledge the lows without staying there.
SENSE it.
Live in the highs and strive to cultivate and nourish these.
ALCHEMISE it.
Recognise that the experience of both is what it takes to shift, both habits and energy. To transform. To transmute. To change.
I've been so overwhelmed recently that even making a decision would send me to either tears or a mental flatline. While I lived the low, I didn't bury myself in it. I glimpse the potential, the hopefulness, the 'high', and I want it. I love living. I want to be vital and alive. Be me. That person who just loves waking up, happy, excited to see the sun, the wind, the flowers, the birds, even the computer. I'm that person who just loves to be alive, so I write today 'transiting change' with a reinvigorated sense of momentum, able to sit at the table and type something. A place I've been unable to occupy for weeks and weeks now.
BUT I'M HERE.
I'M ALIVE.
I LOVE LIVING AND BEING SO FORTUNATE TO EXIST IN A PLACE, SPACE, AND TIME WHERE I GET TO..
I GET TO BREATHE FRESH AIR, WATCH BIRDS BE, AND LISTEN TO SADNESS AND LAUGHTER WITH EQUAL AMOUNTS OF EXCITEMENT SINCE BOTH ARE SIGNS OF LIFE.
BOTH ARE SIGNS I'M CHANGING.
That space where change is transiting is almost a holy space, Sacred, to be physical and experience it is what it's all about.
❤️🔥🐦🔥with love and warmth
Traceyann
Coach Healer Director Founder