07/21/2026
For a while, I’ve been going through some crisis of identity and faith.
The things that used to motivate me, have fallen pretty flat.
I used to want to prove myself. That I was capable, good and worthy.
But we’re all striving for that and the competition started to feel hollow and exhausting.
I’ve always wanted to help people.
But in some ways, that was to repair my own compromised ego. And like it or not, at the end of the day - we all have to save ourselves.
I’ve also desired status, power and resources like money and free time.
But this has all been to feel more secure, and I have come to see that everything outside of us is fleeting… No matter what we build.
So where have I landed now? After all of this churning and burning?
I am slowly coming to see that my contribution, my life - is ✨ one aspect of Divinity. ✨ One little slice of the greater whole to which I belong and represent.
That my activities, my voice, my sharing and my love - are all my own little expressions of the Divine Order and keeping those silent and suppressed is a dishonour to that greater whole.
I hope you can know yourself in the same way. And that when you or I forget, because we will, that we remind one another. 🩷
