08/05/2026
DISCLAIMER: PAINFULLY LONG POST FEATURING STORIES OF PHYSICAL TRAUMA AND EXCESSIVE EXPLANATION OF SUBSEQUENT EMOTIONAL BATTLE
One year ago today I had the big toe on my left foot amputated. This was the result of a series of unfortunate events beginning with me walking on broken glass at the beach and ending with me feeling like my situation was not taken seriously by the medical system.
While the healing process has been far from linear and the last year has easily been the most challenging one of my life for various reasons, I am happy to say that I feel like have reached a period of calm after the Storm.
The most difficult aspect of healing has been the processing of feelings of insecurity over my future as a teacher of Yoga Asana. Being diagnosed with late onset Type 1 Diabetes at age 31 (now over 13 years ago) has already given me a number of strange obstacles in my life generally, but particularly as a Yoga teacher. Even when I still had all 10 toes my balance had been greatly affected by neuropathy in my feet. I have so little feeling in my toes that I honestly notice little to no difference in my balance since the amputation.
Teachers of Yoga Asana can be held to an illogically high standard of physical ability, which in reality has next to nothing to do with how capable a person is of coaching students through their own Yoga Asana. It took a little while for me to come to this understanding for myself, and at times it can still be difficult.
I am quite pleased that I was recently asked to teach at Boulder Fest 2026, an annual climbing festival which takes place on the beautiful Dover Island off the South Shore of my native Nova Scotia. While I was unsure at first I am very glad I decided to go ahead with the opportunity. I had a great time and met a number of wonderful people. Having 9 toes really did not feel like it made much of any difference in my competence as a teacher.
To those who have made it this far, I appreciate you and all of my followers on this winding journey that is my life as an enthusiast of Yoga.
Stay tuned for more in the near future.
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