06/22/2026
It must of been the medicine 🫶🏾
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It must of been the medicine
Now you are a stranger with new threads
But they don’t exist in real life
It was just the medicine
Moving through me
Maybe it was only me
Being honest
You had a great performance
I’m the consequence of my medicines
It makes me nauseous
That’d I believed everyone could be honest
Even me
How ridiculous it seems
Im just someone infront of all of you to choose
To help you, understand the way you move
A filler form
That won’t hold the score
I see now
What it’s all about
It’s not what it seems
We run around pretending
But the healing isn’t in, the inbetween
It’s right here, be here
Running away won’t save you
You don’t need another muse, to use
To distract you
But you’ll still run, for a new gaze
Stop making half promises with your eyes
I can’t stop time
That’s too much reality to make
That’s not part of your name
We prayed, is that what we will lay at your grave
Be here, stop running away
Your body is finding a way
To say
It must of been the medicine
Life is the medicine
You listened
I don’t believe in falling in love
Cause falling means I’ll have to look up
Up on a screen, scrolling through false memories
To breathe
I don’t belive in falling in love
I do belive that love sets us free
But they get afraid
They think I’m falling in love with their face
For my screens and false memories
So I try to, unlove
Put a story in place
So they don’t get afraid
So I don’t say their name
They think love will trap them in place
Love is freedom
With more potlucks and kisses
Somewhere to do your dishes
A call in am
A cuddle in the park
A long convo
Just to say
I love the way your name
Frames
Frames your face
But really, I just show up
Through it all
With a laugh
Life is medicine
I’m not in love with anyone
I’m not looking up
It’s okay, if I’m not the medicine
Anyone needs
I have extra in a box
It won’t get lost
But until then
I have enough for me
In this reality 🫶🏾
