09/23/2024
✨ Story Time Monday! ✨
There are times when you think all is crumbling around you. This is my crumbling moment into trust.
I was three months behind rent with an 18-year-old in high school at the house and not sure how I was going to continue to pay for the simple basics. The last Friday of the month, I received a phone call from my landlord letting me know that if I did not have one month’s rent by Saturday noon, they would be evicting me.
I had no resources; I did not know where to turn and I was mentally and frantically using all kinds of brain energy to figure out how I was going to live with my 18-year-old in a car on the street because there were no extra funds to find anywhere.
I had, however, been following my heart to the best of my ability. Working what I could and continuing to do some inner work (breathing, meditation etc…) that would keep me sane (until the moments where it didn’t) and continually nudging myself to back to me and my inner connection.
That Friday night, I was home, in my bedroom and I started crying and let myself go. Suddenly, I heard the word TRUST out of nowhere ere. I flung back on my bed and said “ok… but I don’t know how or what to do” After that moment, I brought myself back together and focused on being grounded and in the moment. Easier said than done, but I managed in moments.
To my surprise, the next morning, at 11am, I received a phone call with the words “Do you need help with rent this month?) and I just about lost it. This guardian angel, who has been there through a lot of my journey since 2018 was on on the other end of the line.
It was a huge lesson in trust, to simply let go and believe on that Friday night. Since then, I have literally changed much of the way I flow in life. I trust myself so much more, I know the Universe has my back and even in the moments of chaos (as there were many more after that), I know there is good to come.
Trusting all parts of me, the good, cute and not so cute, trusting my body, trusting those around me as my body guides me to them and 100% trusting the Universe have been a profound evolution in my life and I absolutely wish it for all.