04/16/2024
Well it’s been over 5 months and everyday everyone asks me how I am doing.
The only answer I can give is I don’t know.
Truth is I go to bed every night and as soon as I close my eyes i see the last moment trying to breathe life back into my beautiful angel.
I wake every morning and put my feet on the ground and pray they just move forward.
But everyday is like putting a puzzle together knowing that there are pieces missing.
I try to do everything that she would want me to do .
Be a good father
Be a good man
And try to find happiness and peace
Laurie had brought me back from some of the darkest times in my life and never once wanting to change who I was but showed me how to believe in myself again.
Today I realized that I have just been living on life support and now I will pull the plug myself and start breathing on my own .
I thank everyone who has shown their love and support and I am grateful and humbled by this .
A lot of people also have reached out so rather than apologizing I just want to say please reach out again and I will try to get back to you as soon as possible.
I miss her with every breathe I take and I know by sharing this message with you all it helps me to find the strength that she always knew I had
Love and appreciation
Cory
